Drown ( Joker love story )

Control

I can't remember the last time I felt empowered as a person. Or the last time I felt in control of what happened in my life. I could thank him for that...couldn't I?
I looked up into the mirror of the foggy sub station bathroom as I washed my hands. Swirls of red flowing down the drain. I tilted my head and looked at my face once again realizing this was the first time I ever had looked at myself and actually seen someone. Before I knew it I was smiling. Really smiling.
In a burst of energy I stepped back from the sink and started dancing. I just couldn't help but to dance. That's it. I was being held back. Everyone was holding me back...but Joker. Yes that's his name...my name. Everyone always wanted a joker, well they have one now.
I shook the water off my hands before leaving the bathroom ignoring the body laying limp in the corner. She was always so beautiful wasn't she?
My heels clicked on the concreat as I looked around seeing hundreds of people flooding the subway in clown makeup and masks. They turned and looked at me and nodded as I walked by. For once I am actually being noticed! I am someone!
Screams filled the narrow corridor as someone ran out of the bathroom.
"There's a dead girl in here someone help!," A woman screamed behind me.
I never turned around. I only pulled out another cigarette and smirked as I kept walking up the stairs leaving the tunnel.
Newspapers were scattered all over the ground reading all over about the clown rampage through the town and about Thomas Wayne running for mayor. He's more of a clown than us.
I smirked and looked into the coffee shop seeing it completely trashed by some people in clown masks. I laughed and smiled waving at them.
"I find it funny you don't remember Arthur. You started this."
I laughed and bit my bottom lip nodding.
"I'm in control of this." I said softly watching as the clowns waved before trashing the shop more.
"We are in control"

So I just saw Joker and fell in love. That being said I wish I had seen it before writing this story. But if the story is loved for how it is I will continue to write it! Just with my own twists I have already added! Please let me know what you guys think! I may make another story with Arthur how he is in the movie after he ends up in Arkham. Let me know what you think! Much love to all of you!