The Things I Never Told You

Michael

Do you know that you saved me that night?

You stopped my tears. Nobody has been able to make them stop and replace them with happiness for a long time, and you did it. And I fucking love you.

You're kind of my best friend. 

I don't believe in love. Not a bit. Not the romantic kind, I believe in the friendship kind though. I don't think that anyonce can truly love you unconditionally. But if you want to love me, that's okay. And I'm truly sorry that you do, cause I hate hurting you. I hate knowing that you feel that way about me and I can't feel that way about you.

And really, I don't deserve you. You're too good for me. You're too nice to me. I shouldn't get the privilege of having you on my side, and I don't know why you are. It really scares me that you care. And I know I'm crazy.

I wish you knew how much you mean to me. I really do love you. I need you so much, more than you know. You know that I haven't lost it at this point because of you. Even when we don't talk, you're the greatest.

You're too good. 

I'm really sorry you have to feel that way about me. I wish you didn't. Cause you're too good for me.