Napaisip ako sa sinabi ni Dani kanina. What if Thirdy would ask me again? Would i agree?
Beatriz hindi pa ba nya ginawa, ginagawa at paulit-ulit na naman gagawin?
Dani is already sleeping as well as Maddie and Deanna. I cant sleep because im thinking of what happened to me and Thirdy for the past years.
I used to hate him then we became friends, well really good friends according to him.
I was crying when Thirdy told me what i exactly told him when he's about to give up. Redirections and denials. Funny how the words i used to tell him before sa'kin tumatama that time.
I am still resting my head on his shoulder. Wala syang reklamo. Well for Thirdy kahit kailan naman hindi ko sya narinig na nagreklamo sa'kin.
Before when he heard that I have a crush on Aj he still smile at me whenever he see me.
I remember one time after that amusement park incident. Di ko na masyadong maalala paano hindi ganon kaawkward ang ambiance namin that time basta all i remember was he still gave me the burger and drinks then we tried another rides.
Pero mula noon, he never sent me signals again. Sobrang inis sakin ni Cel at Maki noon.
"Beatriz kasi bakit pa si Aj pa di ba? Thirdy is better than him. Mabait, kwela kasama, gentleman saka friends kami." Cel told me while we are in the cafeteria. She is munching the clubhouse the we bought outside the school pa.
"Yan din ang point ko. Alam mo ba Beatriz nabasa ko kapag daw ang lalaki nag-eexert ng effort to get to know the girl's circle mula kaibigan, paboritong bagay at talagang kinikilala ka pati mahalagang tao sayo, yon na raw talaga ang the one!" Para naman akong umaattend ng seminar sa mga sinasabi nitong si Maki.
"Eh anong magagawa ko i dont see him that way talaga. Buti nga ngayon di na sya makulit."
"Namiss mo naman?!"
"No Cel. Its better this way."
"Basta Beatriz in the future malay natin magparamdam sya ulit sa'yo try mo lang. Baka 'yon pa rin 'yong characteristics nya di ba? Swerte ka." With Maki, you will hear objective answers yet very confusing on your part. May point lahat ng sinasabi nya kaya ang ending mo, malilito ka.
Up until now he's still like that. Friends to anyone, easy to talk and approach with. May nadagdag lang sa kanya ngayon, naging sobrang lapitin nya sa babae. Sumobra na ata sa pagiging gentleman. I met his two ex girlfrieds. Doon ko napansin 'yong mga features na gusto nya sa babae. Parehas kasi silang may common denominator.
He likes his girls both sporty and kikay. Hindi ako kikay sporty lang. Also he like morena while me i have fair skin. He likes somebody who has short hair and i only have mid lenght hair. One time somebody ask him if he likes chinita and he said yes. Chinita ako pero his exes are not. Sometimes Thirdy is unpredictable.
It was my first official training with the ALE. Kinakabahan ako at the same time excited. I have my friends na like Maddie. We are both middle blockers.
I was drinking that time when i saw some men entering the gym. I notice that it was the basketball team. I saw Thirdy staring at me. I look away. Nahihiya ako kasi i somehow know that i hurt him. I feel so guilty saka di na rin naman nya ko kinausap after that incident. He just smile at me or nod kapag nakikita ko sya sa Poveda.
"Bei practice na raw ulit." Maddie called me na and i placed my water bottle near my bag. So the basketball team will be here also. Bea please dont get a mistake nakakahiya, you dont know them pa.
