I'm Sorry I Couldn't Fight Zashi

Make it stop

The Next Day

Hizashi heard shuffling and slowly opened his eyes to see the nurse from yesterday checking on Shouta. Luckily for him his love was still asleep so he whispered up a conversation with her.

"So how is he doing so far?" He really wanted a positive answer to come from her mouth but all he got was a frown in return. 

"He is doing a bit better but his heart rate is in the low thirties. I do know he is an athlete, but its normally supposed to be in the sixties. His immune system is trying its best to fight off the bacteria that's in his system but obviously we can see that it is not working like we planned and you can hear from his breathing that his respiratory system is having a hard time breathing in the oxygen he needs." 

"So..I take it that he's not doing okay?"

"Right. I'm very sorry"

"No, It's alright." 

He smiled weakly at her while she replaced the IV bag with a new one. 

"So what's your quirk?" 

Hearing this she stiffened and smiled sadly, "I don't have one."

"Oh..I'm sorry..I bet it was hard.."

She smiled warmly and made her way towards the door and stopped and looked at Hizashi, "If he wakes up then press the button that is on the side of the bed. It is a red one, I just need to make sure he is able to eat and drink. I'll see you in a bit." 

After watching her leave, he glanced over at Shouta and walked over to his bed and gently sat at the end and looked over on the desk and noticed it was a book. Not just any book, it was the Bible. He really wasn't that religious but he was a christian(Sorry if I have offended anyone, if you are uncomfortable I will let you know when he is done) He knew who God and who Jesus was. He was even saved and baptized! 

He slowly grabbed the book and sat back down and opened to his favorite verse. Matthew 28:20. He started to tear up and slowly cried as he read the verse. Then he looked out the window and looked up at the sky. 

"Why.." 

Gritting his teeth he put the bible back down gently on the table and covered his face. 

(Its over)

Shouta looked so peaceful, he was actually sleeping without anyone disrupting him. Too bad some good things doesn't really last long. The heart machine started to get lowly and let off loud beeps across the quiet room alarming Hizashi.

"Baby?! No. N-No! Don't you dare die on me!" Hizashi choked on his sobs and ran to his bedside and pressed the button that the nurse had told him and tried to wake Shouta up. The monitor was going off more frequently than before and Hizashi sobbed into his chest and held him close. "No! PLEASE WAKE UP" 

Soon enough the staff had to pull Hizashi away and that took up to six body guards. He could still hear the monitor going off and he was in total hysteria. The nurse that was with him had called and confronted Midnight and soon enough Midnight showed up but with no Hitoshi on her side but with Toshinori in his true form, 

"Y-Yamada, I couldn't let Toshi see  him l-like t-this" She was in normal attire again. 

"I don't want to have his last memory of Shouta dying in the hospital" He chocked out.

Toshinori wiped his eyes and excused himself to the restroom and left the two adults alone. Nemuri hiccuped and hugged Hizashi close and cried into his chest. 

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Shinsou woke up to sunlight shining through the curtains in the guest bedroom. 

"I wonder where auntie went to this time...I highly doubt she's even gone anywhere." 

He heard a faint knock come from the front door and slowly got up and walked to the door and looked through the peephole and seen it was his father and his aunt. He quickly opened the door and was tackled in a bone crushing hug. "Papa? What's wrong, did s-something happen to dad?!" Nemuri hiccuped as more tears rolled down her face and hugged him close to her  chest as well as Hizashi did, basically it was a group hug. Shinsou tried to pull away and sighed. "He's not doing any better. Is he?" Tears was in his eyes now as he seen his father and aunt look down and slowly glanced at him. 

"Hitoshi...we want to know if you want to see him?" 

"What? I thought I wasn't aloud to?"

"This is different son..." 

"W-Why?"

"S-Shouta..Is about t-to die. I don't mean in a week but I mean the doctors said he is either going to die later on tonight or Tomorrow."

Shinsou was crying now, so much for a sunshine and rainbows day. He ran to the closet and packed everything he needed to stay the night just in case and walked out of Nemuri's house and ran to the car and got in. 

"Lets go." 

Hizashi and Nemuri got in the car and drove to the hospital and quickly got out and the family made their way to Shouta's room which he was no longer getting CPR but slowly trying to keep himself awake so he could say 'Goodbye' and 'I love you' one last time but he was battling his own consciousness. Shinsou busted through the door and seen the state his father was in and leaped in bed and cried into Shouta's side. 

"Zash......Toshi....Nem...Im....al..right..." Hizashi looked at the oxygen mask around his husbands face and grabbed his wired up hand and kissed it softly. 

"Come on baby...I know you can fight this..P-Please....we need to be there f-for Toshi when he walks down the aisle and gets his diploma. *hiccup* please...I need you to fight this."

Midnight rubbed Hitoshi's back and frowned.  

"I...am...trying...dip..shit.." Shouta threw a small smile at his husband and coughed.

"Dad...p-please...I love you so much...I can't loose you *hiccup*"

"I...Love...All...Of...You...So...Much"

The nurse came in and helped Shouta sit up so he can properly hug each one of his family. 

Toshinori came out of the bathroom, (Shouta was moved to a different room that was more comfortable) and walked over to Shouta and hugged him in his All Might form gently. 

"Focus on your loved ones alright Aizawa?" He felt the other nod into his chest and stroked his hair. Shouta was like a little brother to him and he couldn't stand to watch him die but he wanted to be there for him. He needed to be there, he wanted to be there. 

"I want you to know that I love you like my little brother..."

He felt his suit becoming wet and hugged his 'brother' closer but in a gentle manner. 

"I..Love..You *hiccups* More..b-bub" 

He alowly let go of Shouta and glanced at Hizashi and Nemuri and frowned and stepped back so they can have their time with him. 

Hizashi held Shouta in his arms one more last time and Midnight hugged him until Toshinori had to pull her off. Hitoshi was a different story. They just let him hug onto Shouta's side.

The family noticed the monitor was going down even lower in the 20's. The nurse was on the side and kept her tears at a minimum. She had to be strong for this family. 

"I...Love...You..Guys.." 

The monitor started to flatline, and the family held onto him. 

Shouta was dead