I'm Sorry I Couldn't Fight Zashi

Make Up Your Damn Mind

It was like the words were in slow motion. Deaf on ears. All Hizashi could hear was Shinsou's cries and yells at the poor nurse. 

"WHY CAN'T YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND WHEN DAD IS GOING TO DIE?! I FUCKING HATE YOU DOCTORS! YOU CAN'T DO SHIT WITHOUT LYING TO OUR FACES" 

Hizashi snapped out of it and gently took Shinsou and hugged him close. 

"Shhhhh...Bub ypu need to be a bit more quieter okay? I'll call Nemuri to come get you or you guys can go home but if you want to stay then it's alright.." He had cried so much the past few days and now it was that time. Kaminari was close to the little family when he and Shinsou started dating and he was glad for that. 

Shinsou hiccuped and clutched Hizashi's sweatshirt,"Just let me stay with Aunt Nemi..I can't handle being here a-any longer." Pulling out his phone Hizashi called Nemuri and quickly found himself telling her to get Toshi. She was like Aizawa's sister, they basically grew up together. 

"Just please come get Hitoshi, he doesn't want to ride with Denki so he's staying for a few days if it's alright"

"I'll be there in 5." 

He knew Nemuri was on her way as soon as he called so he really didn't have to wait that long for her to get here. He assumed Denki told her.  And soon enough she came through the glass door wearing casual clothes. A T-shirt and Skinny jeans.  

"Kaminari already told me what happened but I was stuck in traffic. But I'm here now sweetie.." She gave a weak smile at Shinsou and walked over to Shouta's bed. "Hey bub, we love you very m-much. I hear you only have a few more weeks to live. A-And I want to know I love you. *hiccup* And you better n-not leave us tonight or I'll kick your ass..." She wiped her eyes and felt a pair of arms wrap around her. It was Hizashi.

She burried her face into the crook of his neck and wept. "Shhh...we'll get through this." She sniffled and looked over at Shinsou and smiled weakly,"I'm ready when you are sweetheart." Kaminari looked at the purple mop of hair now buried into his chest. "I guess I'll go baby...I love you so much. I know we all can get through this. I know it's going to be hard but know that when he passes he will be in a better place laughing at Hizashi's terrible singing in the shower." This made the purple haired teen look up at Denki and crashed his lips against his. 

"O-Okay. B-Be careful and I love you t-too" 

Shinsou got up from his lap and gave him one last kiss before he left. 

"I love you papa..call us if anything comes up" Shinsou kissed his cheek and made his way to Shouta. "Dad stay strong...I love you so much...A-And I'm not mad at you.." He kissed Shouta's head and gently hugged him then squeezed Hizashi and ran out to Nemuri's car leaving the two adults alone with Shouta. "Make sure Toshi takes his Anti-Depressants. He might have more nightmares so please comfort him." Nemuri nodded and kissed both males foreheads and made her way towards the car garage. 

After getting in and starting it she noticed Shinsou laying in the backseat curled up shaking. Another flashback...

                                                                                 Shinsou's Flashback

An 5 year old purple headed boy was picked up in the middle of show'n'tell being rushed off to the principals office. Little Shinsou was crying while holding his teachers hand walking down thinking he got in trouble and plus the fact he didn't get to show off his eraserhead handmade scarf. Making their way to the office Shinsou spotted his Aunt Amelia and Uncle Sebastian, she was usually blank faced but now once he came closer to the office he noticed she was showing emotion, not the happy kind. The depressed kind.