I'm Sorry I Couldn't Fight Zashi

Moving On (edited)

A Few Days Later

Everyone was quiet when All Might walked in to the previous Aizawa's classroom. Shinsou trailed behind him but everyone took note that he had tear streaks down his face.

"Babe.." Denki stood up and made his way to his boyfriend and embraced him in his arms which who in return didn't hug back.

"Alright class, we have devastating news...Mr.Aizawa has gone away with the angels "

"What do you mean gone away with the angels Sensei?"

"He is..-"

"Shouta's dead. Gone."

Everyone turned their heads to the unknown voice who was at the doorframe. Mic. He was standing there in his regular attire with his hair down and glasses more tinted than normal. "Shinsou and I are taking a few weeks off. Due to a death in the family." The class started to cry out and mourn about their beloved teacher. Izuku started to cry loud and gripped his lovers chest which Todoroki in return held him in his lap and so did Kirishima and Bakugou. The whole class was a wreck and Mic cleared his throat to get the classes attention.

"Everyone can leave home early because I already informed Nedzu(Nezu? Idfk respect it Karen)about this situation and if you kids need to mourn then you guys can have about one to two weeks off, and the funeral will be held at the school and Sho will be escorted by the police and the heros to the house. We have decided to bury him under the tree he would always go to when he gets upset or takes a nap. It will start at 3:00pm Sunday..Thank you and please don't blame yourself kids..." By the end of his what felt like a sermon to Shinsou, the class was indeed a wreck and needed time to mourn. Toshinori felt bad for Izu and walked over to him and gently lifted him up in his arms and walked out to his office with Todoroki following shortly behind.

Kirishima was sitting in Bakugou's lap sobbing quietly into his boyfriends chest, this was the very little moments the teens has seen King Explosion Murder calm and kind, he had to be strong with his boyfriend.

The rest of the class had asked permission to leave to their dorms which literally everyone left, Yeah Bakugou was not staying in class right now with his boyfriend gripping and crying into his chest.

Last but not least Shinsou and Yamada was alone in eachothers thoughts, "Can...we go home papa.." Shinsou looked into his fathers eyes and nodded and walked off to the car and wiped his eyes and bumped into a wall-no a hard chest. Looking up he smiled sadly at his boyfriend and felt arms wrap around him and kiss his head. He felt numb.

"Hey baby...how are you holding up?" Kaminari smiled back warmly at his love and took him to the back seat of Mic's car and laid down, shut the door in the process while holding him to his chest, "You are so strong sweetheart. Aizawa is staring down at you right now smiling because you are doing so good.."

"Y-Yeah...I know." oh great, more waterworks.

Shinsou cried into his loves chest and didn't hear the door to the drivers seat open and the next thing he knew it, Shinsou was asleep on Denki's chest forgetting all what happened the previous week. Denki and Yamada stirred up a conversation here and there but the rest was a comfortable silence between the small family.

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"Hizashi hasn't been the same since Shouta's passing baby...It is normal for it to happen.." Shinsou cried softly into Denki's collar bone with his hand running through Toshi's and the other holding him close in his room, Shinsou's room happened to be all dark purple with the bed sheets being white, Denki actually liked this room because it was so quiet but the downside about it is both teens can hear Hizashi's cries at night and nightmares he has. The purple headed teen wished he could go back in time and change places with Shouta but not all things work the way he wants them to go.

"I hate s-seeing him like t-this Denki!" He clutched his boyfriends hoodie tighter and hiccped. "I think this world literally hates me!"

"Shut it. You're my world and do you know what I think? I think you should realize that I love you so so much baby there is no words to say how sorry I am.." Denki kissed his head and smiled when Hizashi finally stopped crying and held a now sleeping Shinsou.

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From above Shouta watched his husband and his child face the hardest moment in their life but he knew that they are strong..

"My babies..I love you so much.."

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Hizashi looked over at a picture of him and Shouta of the day of their wedding and teared up at the thought oh him. He never knew his love would be taken away from him so soon and to top things off he needed to double the work hours at the station to keep him and Toshi still in a home and not some molding broke down hotel. He still gets loads of money from U.A but it is only every three months he gets paid. Also that means being on guard all the time since he is the only parent that Hitoshi has left.

"After you said your vows baby...I still can't believe you have gone away..I love you so much and..*hiccup* I will never forget you..I love you so much Sho. You will be in my heart forever baby...there will be no other man I will fall in love with. You'll still be the one for me."

Trying not to scream in sorrow as he quietly went down to Toshi's room, to bad he was up. Because he saw his son curled up in a ball in the corner of his room with Denki trying to comfort him. Nothing was working for the teen as he started to claw at his wrist.

WARNING PAST/PRESENT SELF HARM

Hizashi needed Shinsou to stop or he'll end up reopening his old cuts if he isn't careful, so Yamada walked over to his son and pushed Denki away and grabbed his hands and kissed them and looked into his eyes,"Sweetheart...you need to look at me and breathe okay?" His son was having one of his panic attacks and he hated this for his child. Shouta was the one who would come to his room when Toshi would start having nightmares to no end, but he wasn't Shouta. Hell he could calm Toshi down way better than he can.

Shinsou still didn't listen to a single thing his father said but started to get louder with his cries for Shouta. Hizashi stood up and gently lifted the purple headed teen into his arms and allowed Denki to go back to sleep but he politely declined.

"Toshi is more important than me right now...I don't need the rest."

"Alright kiddo...if you get tired then feel free to sleep on the couch because his attacks last a very long time."

After they made their way to the living room Hizashi sat in the recliner like Shouta would do and rock him back and forth until he would calm down. So he did. He took a glance at his son and kissed his head,"Shhh...it will all be okay Toshi...someday we will be able to move on and do what we do best even if your dad isn't with us anymore."

Hitoshi hiccuped and clutched his fathers shirt and started to slowly calm down.

"P-Papa...I d-don't think I can move on!"

"You can...baby that is why I said 'we' all of the class and the teachers will be there for us. Got it squirt?" Ruffling his hair and hearing his child laugh was a blessing from God himself,

But he knew it would take a while to move on.