I'm Sorry I Couldn't Fight Zashi

Morning Hospital Visits

(A/N: THESE ARE FROM GOOGLE BECAUSE MY LAZY ASS CAN'T DRAW WORTH SHIT, but anyways this is their house but if this is you're house I love it I'm just a dumbass writing a story)

Hizashi woke up to awful retching coming from the bathroom. "Shouta? Baby?" He looked over where Shouta was supposed to be but realized his sweetheart was missing. "Maybe it's Toshi..." Walking over to Shinsou's bedroom, slowly opening the door he found his son was asleep with Kaminari and Kirishima on the phone singing 'This Girl Is On Fire'
"The fuck?" Hizashi whispered and closed the door and made his way to the bathroom and saw Shouta retching and dry heaving into the toilet. The black haired male didn't even notice his husband walk in, he was supposed to be fucking sleeping but no he gets sick at whoever knows what the fuck the time is.
"Shouta? Baby here."
Hizashi grabbed a wet rag and a hair tie and wiped off his mouth and tied his hair back.
"Z-Zashi I'm fine. I'm just getting-"
He was cut off with more retching and dry heaving into the toilet bowl.

Hizashi sighed and sat behind him and wrapped his arms around his torso planting small kisses on his bare back making the smaller one shiver.
"Babe. I'm going to let you know when I'm going to press into your belly okay?" Nod.
Shouts leaned into his husbands embrace wishing all this fucking bullshit would just go away just like the author wishes with life. "Okay kitten, I'm going to add pressure."
Another nod.
Hizashi pressed into Shouta's belly and just like any reaction, he threw up. The smell was awful, it made him even more sick and he just kept vomiting until his back was fully against Hizashi's.
"I think we need to brush your teeth.."
"Y-Yeah. I think I know how to brush my fucking teeth Hizashi."
He rolled his eyes helping Shouta up, "Grouch..." looking into the bowl he noticed there was blood. Loads of it.
"Baby? Are you sure you're okay?"
"Zashi, I am fine. It's just a little blood is all."

Getting a worried glance Shouta started brushing his teeth. After this Shouta looked at himself in the mirror and noticed he was getting a little skinnier, but afterwards he felt warm hands wrap around his waist from behind.
"You're beautiful babe."
Shouta smiled and turned around and kissed his lips. "You're so cute Sho..." He was a blushing mess.

"Papa...it's 4:20am...what's the noise?" Shinsou rubbed his eyes and slowly started to open them and seen Shouta and casted a worried glance at him. "Dad, Are you okay?"
"I'm fine Toshi...I just got sick is all."
Shinsou walked over to him and hugged him gently and laid his head on his fathers chest. Hizashi smiled warmly and wrapped his arms around them. "He's okay sweetheart. Now go back to sleep." He kissed his head and watched Toshi go back to his room. Shouta hugged Hizashi and sighed, "I'm tired Zashi. And I feel like fucking shit."

Shouta felt his legs dangling and laid his head on his chest. "Kitten you look like shit. I love you~" Hizashi kissed his neck and held him close.
"You're getting even lighter, I can tell. No matter how hard it gets baby I'm here for you." Shouta nodded and  dug his face into Hizashi's neck. As they or Hizashi walked to the living room he felt Shouta's shorts become slicked with what he thinks it sweat.
As he sat down on the couch he moved his hands from his bottom and took a glance at his hands, "Shouta. Pants off please?" Shouta looked at his hands and let out a shaky breath. "H-Help?" Hizashi quickly but gently slid off Shouta's sweats and checked him. "Babe, it's just sweat...we're good..." Hizashi kisses his nose and kept his sweat pants off him, "let me know if you get cold okay baby?" "Mkay.." He cuddled up to Hizashi and slowly started to fall asleep.

      The Next Morning or a few hours later cause the author is a dumbass

Hizashi woke up to Shouta poking his cheek.
"Babe...I'm up is something wrong?"
"Nope I'm actually feeling better today,"
'Lies'
He smiled warmly and wrapped his hands around Shouta's waist.
"You need to take your medicine, baby"
Earning a grumble he stood up but soon fell back onto Hizashi.
"Baby?! Are you good?"
"Yeah. I just stood up to fast is all"
Trying again he succeeded walking and made his way towards the medicine cabinet.
His heart was pounding, chest was on fire, head light as a feather, and numb all over. Shouta couldn't tell Hizashi because he would be like an over bearing mother. Looking up he seen that his medicine was on the top shelf. Fuck.
"Shouta baby I'll get it."
Hizashi made his way to Shouta and grabbed his medicine and set the pills on the counter.
"Thanks Zashi. Kaminari is coming down."
Nodding, Hizashi grabbed a water and handed it to Shouta.
"Thanks babe."
Hizashi watched him drown the pills down and smiled.

Shouta whimpered and held his head.
"Damnit!"
"Babe are you okay?"
"I'm hurting is all."
Hizashi noticed a red liquid trailing down Shouta's nose and quickly started to doctor it.
"Zashi I'm fine. Ouch!"
"Babe you're obviously not fine-"
Shouta blacked out. No he was having a seizure.
"SHOUTA!"
Hizashi quickly rolled him on his side and grabbed his phone and called 911, that's when Shinsou came in.
"P-Papa? Is dad-DAD!"
Toshi ran as fast as he could to Shouta and Hizashi. Tears were running down his face and watched his father continue to shake. After he was done talking he hung up and brought Shinsou to his chest.
"Dad is tough...he will get through this."

A few minutes later paramedics showed up and carried Shouta off with a stretcher. Hizashi had to use all his strength to hold Toshi back. He was a mess but he couldn't let Toshi get even more stressed about it. "We're going to the hospital okay bub?"
Hizashi heard one of the medics say that he was in shock. So he gently lifted him up and carried him bridal style and rushed to his car.

                         

             At The Hospital

As he parked, he took a glance over at Hitoshi.
"Hey, you think you can walk out there?"
"Y-Yeah"
They shut their doors and walked inside the huge waiting room and made their way to the front desk.
"Hello sir, who for?"
"Shouta Aizawa, or Shouta Yamada-Aizawa"(hell I forgot what I said)
She typed on her computer and smiled sadly.
"In room 193, but he can't be seen right now."
Hitoshi hiccuped and made his way towards the bathroom.

When he shut the door he let a blood curdling scream and sobbed. Toshi pulled out his phone and texted Kaminari.

Sleepybaby: Babe please pick up
Sleepybaby: HEY
Denkidumbfuck: Baby what's wrong?!😟
Sleepybaby: come to the hospital. I'm sending you the address.

Hitoshi sobs were head across the whole waiting room. He heard a soft knock only to realize it was it Papa's secret knock they made.
"Toshi, come on sweetheart. Let me in." Hizashi gently asked.
He heard the door click and revealed a bloodshot looking Hitoshi. He walked inside the bathroom and gently shut the door and pulled his son to his chest. That's when the sobs became louder and Hizashi had tears running down his face as well. "It's okay...T-Toshi. Your dad will b-be okay."
Hitoshi laid limo into his fathers embrace and felt himself get lifted up. He sobbed into what he thought was his fathers grasp and it was actually Kaminari's.
"Shhhh...babe it's okay..."
Hizashi thanked Kaminari and wipes his own eyes and smiled sadly.
"Thanks for showing up Denki."
"No problem Mic-"
"Call me Hizashi or Yamada. It's alright...we're not in school"
Kaminari nodded and held Shinsou close to him.
"I d-don't want h-him to l-leave m-me"
Digging his face into his lovers neck and calming down just a little the two blondes went out to the waiting room and sat down.
"Shouta won't leave us sweetheart. He will still be with us."
Hizashi smiled gently at his son.

             A Few Hours Later

A nurse finally called for the Aizawa family in a sad voice. The family made their way towards the nurse while she guided them to his room but stopped outside the door of 193.
"Is dad okay?!"
Shinsou was still being hold by Kaminari and looked at the nurse.
"I need to let you guys know. That he is doing just a little bit better. But we can talk inside."
She opened the door and what they family found was depressing. He needed an oxygen tank when a mask, his body even more thin from blood loss.
Shinsou hid his face into Kaminari's chest and felt himself being put down on a couch beside his father.
"Now I would like to inform you...that this condition is getting worse and worse by the second. He will need to stay here at the hospital."
"What?! Why?" It was Hizashi's turn to speak now.

"Because he is going to die in a few weeks. I'm so sorry..."
She left the family to spend time with him.