Love and Pain are the same thing

Chapter 14

Pansy pov

I put on my hood and grab my bags as I board the train, I sit down looking out the window as I do, I get off and head to the wall, I jump through and look around, just like in the pictures, I walk around for the word hotel. I stop when a sign that says it, I walk in and take my hood off, " I want your best room for a month" I say, he nods and looks at the computer screen," one thousand and five hundred" he says. I nod and open the suitcase, I hand him the amount and shut it, he hands me the keys and I walk up the stairs, I unlock the door and step in, I smile when I see a balcony. I close the door and drop my things, I look around seeing a large bed and a beautiful bathroom, I sit on the couch and sigh exhausted, I get up and grab my things walking to my room. I put my duffle bag on the dresser and sit on the bed, I open my suitcases looking at the muggle money, I lay back and close my eyes.

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I sit up, I look at the clock seeing its 9, I change clothes leaving my uniform on the chair, I grab some money and slide the suitcases under my bed. I walk out the door looking for a bar, I stop when I see a neon sign saying Bar opens at 9 pm closes at 10 am, I walk in and sit on the stool. A guy comes walking to my side," what you want" he says, I bite my lip and look behind him," whiskey" I say, he nods and turns around grabbing the bottle and small cups, he hands me two. I take a sip feeling it burn down my throat, I look at the cups feeling like garbage, I drink one down and put it on the table, " I never aspected to see you here, Pansy" someone familiar says. I turn around seeing someone wearing a hat looking down, he sits beside me and looks up taking off his hat, " B-Blaise is that you" I say with hope, he smirks and puts his hands on the table," of course it is sis" he says. 

I bite my lip and look down, " why are you here" he says with worry, I grab the last cup and drink the whole thing down," I'm staying here forever" I say calmly. I put the cup down and sigh, " If you don't mind, why" he asks, I tap the table and look at him," I ruined my friendship with someone" I say. He laughs and pats me on the back," that's a dumb reason" he says back, I roll my eyes and order another cup, " I love that person but I got rejected making it awkward" I say back. He stops laughing and looks at me with concern," who was it" he says, I grip my hands, " Hermione Granger" I mutter, he grabs my hands and slaps me with one," I and you are families" he says. He smiles and puts my hands down," does Draco know" he says, I nod no, he grins and drops money on the counter, we walk out the bar to his car," let's celebrate at my house and you are gonna stay with me" he says. 

I sigh and nod, we start going up a hill to a large house, he stops the car and we get out, I go in his house seeing Nott on his couch," Hey Blaise and ... Pansy" he says. Blaise grabs my arm and drags me to the couch," seems like Pansy is staying in the muggle world as well as you" Blaise says. We laugh and I get up, " I have to get my things from the hotel," I say looking at Blaise, he looks at Nott, " Nott will take you, I'm too tired," he says closing his eyes, Nott slaps him and I follow him. We laugh and get in the car, " Pansy if I may ask what are you doing here" Nott asks looking at the mirror, I sigh sadly and look at the window, " I got rejected by Hermione. We're friends still but I'm sure I freaked her out so I'm staying here, I'm not telling her or Draco since they wouldn't have it" I say tearing up. 

Nott looks at me with sympathy, " stop we're here" I say pointing at the building, he stops and I enter the building wiping my tears off, I head up the stairs and to my room. I grab my bags and suitcases, I walk downstairs and hand the bell boy the keys, " keep the money I don't want it" I say walking out, I hop in the car and he drives back to the house. I get out grabbing my bags with Nott beside me, " you know Draco's gonna have a fit when he finds out your gone" Nott says, I laugh and bite my lip, " I know, he can get over it, I'm a grown-up now" I say. Nott opens the door and I walk in, he shows me to my room and leaves, I walk in and drop my stuff on the ground. I sit on my bed and sigh with relief, " I can't wait for him and her to start a riot, I need to grow up and be my own person not doll" I mutter closing my eyes grinning.