Love and Pain are the same thing

Chapter 17

Wednesday, 12:38

Pansy pov

I look in the mirror brushing my hair, " Pansy where are you going" Nott says, I look at him and put my brush down, " I'm gonna explore the city, you wanna join" I say bored, he nods and walks out my room. I walk in the kitchen looking at sink seeing our plates from last night, I grab an apple and wait for Nott, " Pansy pass me an apple too" Blaise says walking out of his room, I open the fridge and grab another one. I throw it at him and he catches it, Nott walks out his room and over to me, " we're you two going" Blaise asks curiously, I throw my apple away, " explore the city" I say. Blaise nods and sits on the couch, " don't do anything stupid" he says, I roll my eyes and we walk out the house into Nott's car, we start driving until he parks into a parking lout. We get out and start walking towards the mall, we walk in and Nott face lights up, I laugh and we head to the sweets shop, I frown when I see truffles on display, " Pansy don't think about her. Think about the chocolate on display" Nott says smiling, I grin and pay for four chocolate homemade bars along with chocolate pops, Nott orders a cheesecake with extra strawberries. 

Nott takes a picture of the sweets and smirk, " I'm gonna send them to Blaise, so he gets jealous" Nott says looking at me, I smirk back and grab a chocolate pop, Nott puts his phone done and looks at his cheesecake. I giggle at him and he shoves the whole thing in his mouth, I giggle watching him trying to swallow it, he grabs my water and drinks it down, trying to down it. Some spill on his shirt and grabs a napkin wiping his face-off, " for Merlin sake Nott you have no manners" I say laughing. He shrugs and gets up, I throw my trash away and put the chocolate bars in my purse, we walk around and stop at the hot topic when we walk in Nott goes straight to the anime section. I follow him seeing him wearing some sort of yellow ears with brown stripes on it, " It's a show you wouldn't know about, I could show you it after we back home" he says, I nod and he grabs it.

Nott grabs a black hoodie and put it in front of me, ' you should wear this" he says showing me the front, " Love sucks" it says, I grab it and nod, " you have good taste" I say, he grins and shrugs, " what can I say. I'm better at fashion then Blaise" he says, I shake my head and we look around for more things, we pay for our stuff and walk out seeing it's 2:45, Nott shrugs and we walk out. We head to the car and put the stuff in, I stop and look at Nott, " I'll be right back, I'm gonna get more chocolate pops for Blaise"I say, he nods and I run back in the mall, I order them and walk out. I walk why looking at them, they look s- " Pansy lookout" Nott yells, I look up only to be pushed on the other side with someone on me, I open my eyes seeing orange hair, " are you okay Pansy" the person says. He looks up staring at me, my eyes widen and I drop my purse, " R-on" I stutter, he gets up and smiles at me, " it's me, look I'm- " Get away from her you bloody weasel" Nott yells. 

He pushes Ron off and helps me up, " are you okay Pansy did he hurt you," Nott says checking my face, I walk over to Ron," why did you help me," I ask confused, he looks at me and frowns. He gets up and walks over to me, Nott glares at him and he stops, " I wanted to make sure you didn't die, I know all your friends care about you" he says smiling, I walk over to him still staring into his eyes. I slap him and smile, " It seems like we're even then," I say, Ron, looks at me confused, " why are yo- " Ron I can't believe I'm saying this but I trust you. You saved my life when you could have watched me die" I say, Nott, looks at me angrily, I glare at Nott and look back at Ron, " what were you gonna tell me" I say. Ron smiles lightly, " I wanted to say I'm sorry, I never liked Hermione I was just jealous because you were taking my friends from me, I'm so sorry, can you ever forgive me," he says.

I watch him breakdown in front of me, I hug him and he hugs back, " Pansy wh- I pull back glaring at Nott, " Nott let me finish or I will stab you with a chocolate pop" I say, he shivers and walks back to the car. I look back at Ron, " It's fine because I asked her out and got rejected, so I'm staying here forever" I say, Ron frowns and grabs my shoulders, " that's a dumb reason" he says. I smile and shrug, " I know but I want to stay away from them, school and my horrid family," I say, he laughs and picks up my purse, " here, Pansy I mean it, I'm sorry," he says. I grab my purse and smile," Ron it's fine I'm over it, I'm not over her words though" I say slightly frowning. He pats my back and we walk back to Nott's car, " Pansy is he really coming wi- I glare at him and looks at the weel, " I'm just saying Blaise will have a fit" he says, I roll my eyes, " let him, I don't care" I say back.  

Ron looks at me with shock, " B-Blaise is with you" he says, I nod and smirk, " you seem a little hopeful about this, may I ask why" I say still smirking, he looks down and Nott drives home, we get out and Ron carries my bags. I sigh, " Ron you don't have to do that," I say, he nods no and walks over to me, " I want to make it up to you," he says, I shake my head and we walk in seeing Blaise watching a movie. He looks at us and his eyes widen, " YOU" he yells, I shield Ron from Blaise, he gets up and walks towards us, " Pansy what in the name of Salazar are you doing" he yells. Ron peaks from behind me, " Blaise, Ron saved me from dying by a truck, he pushed me out the way from being hit" I say staring at Blaise, Blaise's eyes soften but he still stands, " what are you up to, Weasel" he says. Ron comes out behind me, " I'm trying to apologize to Pansy and everyone about I did" he says, Blaise stares into his eyes and sighs," I'm watching you and thank you" he says. 

He walks up to me and hugs me, " I could have lost my sister to a f#cking truck" he says squeezing me, I push him and he hugs Ron," you are welcome to stay but I'm still watching you" he says pulling away. Nott stares at Ron and sighs," I'm watching you too, thanks for saving Pansy" he says, Nott grabs his stuff and walks in his room, I walk to my room with Ron following me," put them in there" I say. He drops them down gently, I open the door in the middle of Blaise's and Nott's room, " you can live in this room beside Blaise and Nott" I say, he smiles and walks in. I watch in look around, hmm, I wouldn't mind having a brother in law that's weasely, I smile and walk in the living room with Blaise.