Shaped Hearts (RIREN)

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AN// Okay so I'm highkey in love with the song 'milk crown on sonnetica' and I highkey recommend you guys to listen to it. Issa bop.

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Well today is the day I meet up with Hanji and Levi. To hear some excuse as of to why he wanted to kill me, came to my house with random people, and told them where I lived.

I decided to take it easy and get a hot shower and a good breakfast down. I'm trying my hardest to make sure my day isn't anymore shitty than it's about to get.

"Cheese come get your food!"

My cat ran around the corner happily eating his food.

"You're probably the only guy I know that doesn't end up leaving me at the end of the day. Or attempting to kill me."

I felt better speaking to my cat for some reason. I think it's just because they can't speak back and tell you how much of a lowlife you are for talking to them.

What do I even wear to this? I'm still in pajamas.

Sluggishly I made my way to my closet and started searching.
Shortly later I decided on some Adidas Joggers, a Van's t-shirt and my regular black Van's.
Comfy yet somewhat stylish.

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As I stepped foot into the mainstream cafe I hid in the crowded line. Feeling my anxiety and senses of danger rise.

I dunno maybe because there's a man in this room that wanted to kill me.

"Eren!! We're over here when you're done!"

I jumped looking behind me to see a booth with Hanji and Levi sitting together. The other seat empty, obviously for me.

I nodded, glancing at the ground. I didn't want to look at him right now.
I want to know what he is thinking, about me forgiving him so he can kill me. Gain my trust then BAM.

"Goodmorning sir what can I get you?"

"Uumm, maybe just a small cappuccino. That's all."

"Okay, 2.50 sir."

I quickly handed her the money earning a few glances and she gave me my reciept.

"Can I get a name for your order?"

"Eren Jeager."

I then started walking to the end of the table, I felt Levi's eyes on me. I felt the hairs on my neck stand up and my stomach did flips.

What is this feeling!? How can I feel attracted to a man that has the urge to kill me!

"Order for Eren!"

I walked up to the worker and grabbed my coffee. Let's get this talk over with.

"Hey Eren! Take a seat."

I slid into the booth and gripped my coffee making sure they absolutely know nothing of my hands being shakey. I cant show them fear, especially him.
My eyes were set on my coffee, I watched the steam slowly ease out of the small hole in the top. It was almost relaxing to watch.

"Now, we all know why we are here."

Hanji glared at Levi, earning an eye role back.

"Levi, I believe you owe an explanation."