letters to no one

Dear Dr Nobody,

everything you ever tell me seems to be a lie, everything you ever tell me puts me in more pain than before. I hate you. I go to you looking for answers and leave with none answered and more building up. the frustration you cause me is unreal. the pain you cause me should not be one that a teenager feels. all that emotion I bottle up comes flooding out when I speak to you. you look at me like I don't understand, you tell me its all in my head. you put the blame on me. when in reality, you're the problem. you ignore what I say and still treat me like a small child who doesn't know what's going on. but the issue is, is that I do know and I am done, I'm finished listening to your lies, to you pretending to know. you feed me lies and hope I believe them, well, let's be honest, I don't, I'm not that daft, I understand exactly what is going on but you don't believe me, ever. so, I hate you