"GODDESS NO" I could not believe wha she was saying. Mama Alpha. No. it can't be. Mama did dis? "No, it can't be." My thoughts reel for a moment. "Why? Wat could possibly make mama alpha do such a Heinous act?
She saved me, protected me. Loves me more than anything else in the world. Dis is not my mama speaking, looking sorry. Not my mama. My mama alpha gave my brother, and I her life.
Mama Alpha raised us with so much love. We are her universe. We are her life, How can this have happened. She can't possibly have done something so cruel to my mate. "Not Momma?"
After hearing all this, all I can do is stare at mama alpha. But something stirs me. Waking me up out of my comatose state, A rumble in da sky, a black mass growing bigger. My head turns to Luna. He is not me. He will allow no one to speak to Mama this way. Even if it were Reuben. Lookin back to Mama, I understand. A growl gets caught in my throat "Neither will I." I remember it. There was something that Mama said, which Robert forgot.
Having allowed Robert enough ranting accusations to me, both Randall and Alejandro step to him and intervene. Each speaking "Enough Robert." Randall comes and places his arms on his mates trembling, angry body. "Stop, please. Dey all agreed. Mama was protecting us. They all were.
Mama did something she thought would be best. Instead of you living with what happened ta them or what lead up ta her being placed in dat position. Remember your parents sacrificed themselves for you.... And us. They wanted mama to save you da hurt of knowing they died. Please calm down"
A red burning sensation hits my eyes. The manner in how my oldest boy attempts to calm his mate. Robert's glare, in this way breaks away from me.
Even though my mate is right, it is not her fault. Knowing she knew and never told me. They all did. These feelings resurface, feelings I thought I no longer felt. I could not control them, neither could Faust. Then a warning hits my ears. In the form of a growl growing louder.
Recognizing it, immediately snaps me out of my traumatic hysteria, dropping me to the ground in respect. Luna. I am broken. My Randall kneels beside me, hugs me and I embrace him
"Randall... She... she did this. She did this to me. Don't you see Randall, Luna? I don't even remember the faces of my parents. Don't know the scent of my mother's hair. Her loving touch, My father's smile or his guidance. To go hunting with him, To learn how to be wulf. It was all taken from my mind. Like a scent on the wind."
The voice they hear,....my voice, cracks emotionally. I finally open and move my eyes to another who would understand. "My father. My mother. Luna, she knew them. What could be so horrible, she would erase them from my mind? Why would they want such a thing to happen?
Something so heinous that not even my blood family. Blood family, who I thought was my adopted family shared it with me?" Looking to Don Yonel and Rosa both mournfully quiet, reflective anguish in their eyes stare back at me. Rosa's silent tears continue falling. My gaze once more turns to luna & Alpha. The alpha we find out today...is also my cousin. My cousin.
Luna's own hurt expression follows Alpha as he walks to Robert. Never saying a word. We watch as Reuben walks up to Robert. His approach met by Robert's stare to him, eyes staring showing anger, pain, and confusion.
A soul desperate to know, a mind hungry for answers, an inner child yearning for his lost parents. Reuben responds in only one way. We watch as my Alpha, mate and discovered cousin does something he never did to anyone, especially males other than myself and Ben.
He pulls Robert into a hug for the first time, so tight. That at last, Robert mourns aloud. Sobs that turns to a screaming roar
"AHHHHHHH!!!!" before weakening, dropping into Rueben's hug, clutching him for life. "They left me Reuben WHY! Why the secrets, why not just tell me?? why did they leave me??!"
His wails heard for miles of the loss of his parents. Parents he cannot remember and believes they had abandoned him. Reuben says nothing. We see my mates just hugging Robert tighter. Bringing him into his bear hug.
When they release, Crimson shares their wulf spoken conversation with all. Revealing what I would never have. "Because my wulf cousin. You had to live. It is a mother's will. Estrella did not want to do it. But it was the will of mother goddess Oya which compelled the then Alpha of the Celestial Guardian Pack to fulfill her duty. She will never defy HER command. For the safety of all life, she followed the will of the mother goddess."
Puffy eyes stare at me. Robert asks, "Is this true mama Cary? Did the Goddess ask you to erase my mind?"
At that moment. Just before I was about to answer. Another voice finds herself and does. Rosa. Walking towards him, Rosa reveals another truth: "It was your Father my little Robertico. It was my brother who asked the Goddess to have my Alpha do this.
HE ASKED la Diosa (the goddess), Roberto. HE asked la Diosa to not have you suffer the memory of their sacrifice. Roberto, they threw their bodies on the four of you. That. That was how they died." Her tears falling like a stream. Her voice cracking uncontrollably.
"They sacrificed themselves so you four may live. Because you four are the key mijito." Arriving to stand in front of him. His eyes peeled from me to her. Her hand caresses his face. He looks down. She looks up.
As she goes to lay her head on his chest, she tells him the past "Your parents saw the horror in your eyes as the spell was sucking their life essence out of them. With their last wulf spoken thoughts. They asked the goddess to have their Alpha, MY ALPHA." Her eyes look to me briefly. Then return "Erase these thoughts...." Turning her gaze to me once more "and my Alpha did."
As if being slapped out of hysteria, Robert's red puffy eyes look to me "Mama Cary, is this true? Did the goddess compel you to do such a thing? Were my mother & father dying this way and want me not to remember?"
Even though I cannot verbally answer him, the sorrow in my eyes meets his and in it, he sees his answer. A look not of a guardian wulf dedicated to her oath. It reflected tired years of carrying agony and shame of heinous acts committed by a mother to a life so young and innocent.
A most unforgivable one, robbing him the memories of his parents. I already had phased back to human form, when without another word, Robert steps to me and hugs me "I am sorry for blaming you. But why? Why my parents?"
Not waiting for an answer, His heavy hairy chest rubs against my cheek. I am only made aware he continues to silently cry. His teardrops gently hitting my naked back. "I am sorry mama, I.....I... just wish I knew why. Could you please tell me?" my tears falling onto his chest and we hug. This I can do.
"Now little one." My wulf spoken voice finally knows a little peace. Providing some joy to someone so innocent. At my permission she comes out from behind Carmen to stand alongside her. Bella.
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Sinister Obsession
Werewolf"Pain is not unfamiliar to US." My body slightly recoils from the memories. Estrella replies "The wheels of fate turn. Bringing to light, the secrets of their past my sister. THEY must be ready Cary" My response to Estrella comes with confidence...
