My Best friend

17- secret messages

----milo---

Expect the unexpected....
That's what happening in my life ....
Every moment is unpredictable....
But it makes me more strong...
Am not mad at that...

I never thought Justin would do something like this for me..

But it made us grow closer as a family....
We three are family now...
Am happy in a way....
I received a bouquet from someone ...
Ok
You caught me there...
Of course it's Theo...

"Please be okay mi amor....I want to talk to you.. please give me a chance"

And it was white roses...
I know people give red roses ...
But he gave me white ...
It gave me peace...
I called him with much hesitation....

Of course Justin and Noah were out for a date which I am used to ....they are crazy in love....
And the wedding date is getting near...

So is my birthday...

So is my graduation...

So is my admission to modeling school...

I have to get a new apartment...
I can't live with them...they will be married and I don't want to meddle...
They would protest but of course I will visit them...
I should act matured...
But it terrifies me whenever I think about that....
Oops it's ringing

"Mila? ..I mean Milo"

"Theo..."

"I waited for your call...i mean ...ok... nevermind...you okay?"

"Am good"

"Did you received my roses"

"Yeah I liked it"

"You did?!"

"Theo , you said you wanted to talk with me"

"Yeah...I want to ask some advice"

"From me....an highschooler"

"Yes you're more matured than me..."

"I wanted to tell you something first "

"Go on"

"Hmm... I fell in love when I was sixteen...with an older man...my dad's friend actually...I thought it was true love ...it was magical at first ..the sneaking ...the secret dates... everything... and the secret got darker when he started to abuse me...I was so blind in love...I never told anyone because he could get arrested for underage molestation...I don't want him to go to jail because of me..."

"... Theo...it's ok"

"Mi amor...listen...but I came out of it...I told my dad about everything ...he was supportive....I finally came out of it...but broken...I can't love anyone anymore.....I decided not to love anyone...I did one night stands ...one or two ..but it hurts me even more....and I met you...it was magical...I felt the rush...i started to fall for you.....and then"

"Then what Theo"

"I don't want to do the same thing he did for me.... you're too young ...am not the right one for you"

"But you're not him Theo....he was a monster...but you're not ..you are special"

"No am not ....stop...I Just wanted to tell you everything off my chest...Milo...I..I love you"

"What ? Theo"

"I love you....I will not hurt you....you deserve someone special"

"But I want you Theo..."

"Am sorry for saying things like this to you ....but with you words flow so easily from me..it feels so natural"

"I understand theo....i can tell you one thing please don't compare yourself with that man...and if you want to talk about anything am here for you...as a friend..."

"Merci beaucoup "

" .....what?"

"I mean thank you so much "

"I guess the best advice I can give you is be chill ...just let go of your past .I know it's hard but you have to..Hmm.... good night I guess?..."

" Take care mi amor"

Beep beep beep

Theo ......

I don't why he makes my life this much difficult....

I thought it's over...

But here  again am crying because of his sad  past...

I felt his pain like my own...

I don't know what kind of shit is this....

But one thing is sure.

We stand as friends...

Nothing more...

-----justin----

"Milo will you come with me"

"For what"

"Buying suit for the wedding"

"Take Noah"

"But he cannot see me in my wedding suit ..it's bad luck"

"Go alone"

"Come with me ....I'll buy you dairy free ice-cream"

"You buy it every other day ..am bored of it"

"Of I'll get you something else...come with me"

"NADA"

"Milo ...you okay"

"Am fine ..take your brother...he is your best man right"

"Best Man..what...Milo...you are the best man...."

"Am the best man?"

"You are ? Is that even a question"

"But"

"But what now come with me..."

"Okay okay"

I wanted him to be our best man for wedding.....as much as Noah does...

We bought a basic black suit with satin details... actually Milo selected it for me...it was a bit expensive but it's my wedding so who cares about the money....
I wish I could see Noah's suit....he didn't even revealed the colour...
I hope he doesn't wear something weird.....
I don't trust his shopping partner Min.....she is crazy and always make bold fashion choices...
I wish he doesn't look like a confetti...
But whatever he may wear I would still marry him....I love him to bits and pieces after all....I also bought two  suits for milo secretly... of course one for the wedding and another for his graduation...

We came home and welcomed by my love....

He was pouting because he can't come for shopping with us....

He already bought his suits before me so I should be the one mad at him....

I kissed him and we both melt like a puddle....

Evertime we kiss it felt like the first time....

The same heart rush...

*******

I went to work or that's what I told Noah and Milo...

Actually am going to meet someone important....

I hope it  will work...

I walked through the gates of the Giovanni's house....with crossed fingers....