My Best friend

14 double date

----milo----

I had no idea that I'll end up in an hospital that too for saving some one's life....not just anyone..my best friend's boyfriend whom I hated the most in the past...

But am glad that I did that.....it's not only the fact that Noah will be affected if something happens to Justin..it's also because Justin is my friend too ....he cares about me and supported me.....

He may not show his affection...
But I know how he keeps my medication next to my breakfast...

Or how he helped with my studies...

Buying ice-cream for me whenever I feel low...

He is more like my elder brother now...

And he cried with me and held me... when I told him about Theo....

He believed me without any second questions...

He could've accused me and favoured his brother....but he did not...

He stand with me and consoled me.....

If something happens to Justin it hurts me too...

when I woke up I saw both my best friend and brother crying and calling my name...

The days at the hospital were painful...

Not just because I was hurt..

But I was confined to a single place...

But both Noah and justin took turns to cheer me up and kept me company...

I love both of them ....

I received a call from my dad ...it happened like this...

"Dad"

"I heard about your accident....your bills were paid... take rest...am in Australia now.."

"I'll be fine dad..I..."

The line was empty.....

It would've been better if he did not call...

How emotionless a person can be...
I understand he blames himself for mom's death...
But he didn't realize that I lost him too.....

I lost both my dad and mom...

One is dead...

One is absent from my life....

I felt like an orphan until I met Noah...
If it's not him...I would've joined my mom....
My depressive thoughts came to an end when Noah hugged me from behind...

"Ouch"

"Am sorry did I hurt you baby cakes"

His eyes widened like an anime character....
He is such a cutie... always worrying about me....

I felt bad for hiding about Theo ...

He deserves to know what happened...

He is my best friend..

There were no secrets between us...

But now I have one ...

am scared to tell him..

He will be angry...

But he will be hurt the most...

And blame himself even though its not his fault....

I felt guilty....I hope I will have the courage to tell him someday....

----noah-----

"Justin I want to talk"