My Best friend

5 panic at the house

----Noah ----

It's been three months since we both become boyfriends... I never thought life would be this much happier ....

He treats me equal ..there was no men or women in our relationship....we are just two people in love...I planned to ask him to move in with me...

Am more than happy to share my house with him...

And Milo.. He just accepted our relationship....he become more civil with Justin... There were some casual hi and hellos.... At this point I don't expect him to be friends..am more than happy that they don't try to kill each other...
Milo went to school and he is not back yet I already told him to come late since we are heading out for our date.he said he will go home..but I don't want him to sleep alone in his house just to have night mares. tomorrow he has a math test and he need rest.....

Justin hugged me from behind and made me blush a lot..I don't know where we are going....

"Where are we going ..I want to dress up accordingly J"

"It'll ruin the surprise N"

We call each other by our initials..yes we are extra cheesy...

"But last time I looked like a peasant when you took me to that Italian restaurant... I don't want to repeat history"

"Ok...I will tell you ..we are going to the highstay club"

"The one next to the subway?? It's "

"It's expensive and packed I know...but I bought us a couple pass..I saved some money to celebrate our 100 days of togetherness..so don't worry about it"

"It's not about that.we were together for hundred days??I tiptoed to gave him a kiss.

"Just don't tell milo that we are going there"

"Why? what's the problem ?. will he tag along"

"J he is under age for heaven's sake ..and he is not dumb to be a third wheel on our date.... it's just that we are going to the club..."

"He don't like you to be drunk?....come on you are 21 what about a couple of drinks... It'll not do any harm ...you don't even have to drink"

"Ok ...you will never going to understand what am I trying to say....but promise me one thing... Don't tell him where we are going"

"It's just a club".

" shh ...just don't mention the club alright... If he ask anything just tell him we went for a restaurant, period "

"Ok..I promise"

"Ok..I'll be ready in a bit"

----Justin----

What's with all these ..why did he tell me to lie to Milo about going to the club...he never lies to Milo ..this was surprising for me...

we reached the club and had so much fun...we didn't drink ...Noah never drinks I could tell... So I don't want to make him feel bad..we just had all the food though...

We tried to dance but I felt my pants too tight to move around without ripping it off...we laughed as we came out of the club...we went home and started to kiss ...only to be interrupted by the call from his designing company.. It's an important project so he went upstairs to send some business mail and to show his sample work ...

Ok I'll wait...after that I can...ting tong...

"hey hi Justin how was your date"

There goes my chance of being with my boyfriend....

I was so frustrated that I wanted to play a prank with him...yes...sweet revenge...

And also I can found why Noah wanted me lie about the club thing...

"We went to the club.. We kinda had an argument so I just came home"

"Wait which club ...please don't say you left him at high stay"

"How did you know that we went there?are you following us or what?"

"This is not a joke right... Justin tell me did you really left Noah there alone in that club in the middle of the night"

"Yes ...we had this fight I just can't ...he should be on his way back home..chill dude"

"No no.. Justin please tell me you were lying... Please....no ...you can't ...you left him alone...he can't be dead...he can't be dead.. Ahh..ahh.Noah..N..Noahhh...he ..."
Milo started to gasp for air...

"Milo ...Milo what happened... Milo can you hear me.."

He clutched his chest and started to wheeze...his eyes started to go up...he is sweaty and trembling ..

" what the hell...Milo...Milo!! ...Justin what happened ?"Justin came down and started to yell..

"It's just a prank..I just told him we had a fight and I left you in the club"

"Milo Milo..am here see...am okay..am Alive..you need to breathe with me baby cakes....in...out... in..out..come on try to copy...please Milo...stay with me"

Milo tries to breathe but it was too raspy...it looks scary to watch him like that...he looked  pale and about to pass out...

It took a while for him to calm down...he just fell asleep on Noah as he hugged him ...
He gently placed him in the couch and brushed away the brunette locks from his face...

"Noah"

"You promised me Justin... You promised me that you will not tell him".

" its not a big deal...I don't know why he had this kind of reaction "

"You don't know... That's the problem ..you don't know what did he go through in the past and its not my place to tell you about him...

He can't bear to lose me...its very simple...

He just loves me too much that it affects him if something hurts me...he is terrified to lose me..call him crazy ...I don't care ...

    Things which are simple to us can be a big deal for him...you may think he is over reacting or too possessive but he has reasons to act like this....am sorry that I expect too much from you but I already told you about milo and how he is a constant presence in my life..

We dated because you agreed to that remember... That's why I never had a relationship before...

I know its all complicated... But this is me..
It's the side effects of dating me...if you can't tolerate Milo in my life I don't think the thing between us will work ...
I can't lose my best friend for my boyfriend...
Do you know how many nights he stayed at his home and avoided coming here  not to disturb our intimacy even though he is afraid to sleep alone..that he has nightmares.that's why he has purple under eyes...

Do you know how he saved me from the bullies at school even though it made him to almost die...

Do you know how he worked part times with me just to save money to get my own place after my parents kicked me out...

Or the time he just he held me when I cried while I was standing at the middle of the high way...had no where to go..

Or the time he sneaked me into his basement and brought food and clothes and helped me to get a job...

I can't even count how many times he helped me and gave me hope when I faced the toughest of times in my life...

he may be too young but he is the one who protected me..he showed me love more than my biological parents...and in return he expected nothing from me...may be some burnt toast and a couple of insults from me...

He is the reason why am still alive ...Justin now he needs me and I have to be there for him ..and until you understand and  accept Milo being in my life....I'll wait....or if you want to end things... I will let you..."

I was too stunned to process everything... I just went home...and laid on the floor ....why did my little prank went this far.. I really messed up this time... after along time..I cried myself to sleep