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"T-Thank you guys.. I-I really appreciate it.." he mumbled as tears started to stream down his face.
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Namjoon stayed with yoongi as the others went and cleaned his room out of all harmful objects. They looked every nook and cranny. As they were looking Jimin found a box, he opened the box eyes widened.

"guys.. you might want to see this.." he hummed everyone who was in the room walked over to him. He placed the box on the neatly made bed. He moved things around find a stash of new blades along with some used ones. The males heart broken looking at them so he dropped them into a ziplock bag placing it in the box the had brought into the room.

He then picked up seven folded pieces of paper slowly opening one quickly dropping them all noticing each of them had all had their names along with one that had 'ARMY' written sloppy on it. Seokjin picked up the one Jimin had seeing that it was directed towards him.
"these are suicide notes.. a-and they were dated just a few days ago.." the eldest blurted quickly as tears spilt.

Everyone's eyes widened before Hoseok noticed something else in the box. He picked up the little object to find out that it was a pacifier. He raised an eye brow "why does he have this..?" The others looked at it a bit confused as well. "we can ask him about this when we go out there.." Taehyung said going through the dresser finding more blades shaking his head in disbelief 'poor thing why didn't we notice sooner...' he mentally yelled at himself.

After maybe thirty more minutes everyone who was in his room came out with a box and a trash bag. Yoongi quickly recognized the box before hiding his face into Namjoon's shoulder knowing that the others were going to ask questions.

"hyung.. can I ask you a few questions please.." Jimin spoke sitting next to the elder male. Yoongi hesitatingly turned and looked at the younger slowly giving him a nod. "when we went through your room.. we... we found a box with a bunch of things... yoongi.. were you planning on committing suicide..?" He said quietly cupping Yoongi's cheek.

"y-yes.. I'm sorry.. I'm so sorry..." he quietly cried shoving his face back into Namjoon's neck. Namjoon caressed the elders back pulling him closer, telling him that everything is going to be ok several times. "I-I was going t-to do it yesterday.." he choked out.

"hey.. good thing you didn't baby... we are going to get you some help..." Jungkook spoke going up and rubbed Yoongi's back. The elder soon felt Namjoon tighten his grip around his waist and buried his face into his neck. Hoseok looked at the pacifier he had in his hand still confused about it before he spoke up about it. "gigi.. I'm not here to judge or hate but.. why do you have this..?" He hummed softly putting the pacifier into view.

Yoongi looked his eyes widened. "I-I u-use that t-to help m-me r-relieve stress.." he said trying to be clear with his words. "when I'm really stressed I-I go i-into little space.." he mumbled softly.

Hoseok smiles softly to himself "do you want it right now gigi..?" Yoongi slowly nodded before being handed the pacifier. He hummed in content after he put it his mouth and slowly sucked on it. He then started drifting off to sleep as Namjoon held him close.

The other members awed at him slowly smiling to themselves. Yoongi then wrapped his arms around Namjoon's neck. His eyes fluttered open seeing the members who were standing looking at him.

He squeaked before hiding his face again. "p-please don't hate y-yoonie.."

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Was it a good or bad idea to add little yoongi?