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<>twenty five<>

'So.. if you're finding this video, it's way too late, I'm gone. Today's date is March eighth.. the day before my birth and death date. I ended my life as you know, it wasn't anything you guys did. I just, didn't want to suffer anymore. Today I'll bid my farewells to the ARMY at our show tonight..' the boy paused as he smiled. 'I know you wish I hadn't done it in the first place.. but I just couldn't bare the pain any longer. I may have shown that I was happy and okay.. I was happy when you guys had given me all the love and affection you could.. trust me I enjoyed it. I left you six, ARMY, and the company a note.. it's what I've written to you.. there's one thing that I need you to do for me.. there's a text message towards a group chat for my parents and brother.. please send that to them.. my phone should be in the draw next to you.'

Just as said,it was so the leader did such.

'there's no password so you can get in.. but my loves, you don't need to change anything because of my death.. continue with your dreams, don't stop, be the voice for those who can't speak. Stay yourselves, know that I love all of you.. that I hope we meet again,just.. not soon..' he pauses bringing a box to the view of the camera. ' this.. this right here has bracelet for the each of you.. it has a hand written note on it.. it reads I love you, you all should know that I do.. there's nothing much that could've been done.. there is something I want the each of you to have..' he said softly

'Jinnie,Minie, and Tae.. I know it seems lame.. but you can have my favorite stuffies.. yes it might seem childish but I want you to have it.., Seokie,and Ggukie, I got them for you a while back.. hell.. I even wore them, but I got both of you those hoodies you wanted...' he paused as tears started to stream ' Joonie.. t-this.. is ex-extremely different.. I want to give it because.. well because I thought maybe one day if I made it.. you and I could you know.. gotten married? So I..' he looked down shyly but sadly 

'There's a wedding ring in there for you.. it's.. it's just gold plated nothing t-too extraordinary..' he looked back up 'I have everything in a box.. I-it's under the desk.. you don't have to take it.. for the stuffies.. I... I.. put sticky notes with names on which ones I want to you three to have..' he fumbled with the grey sweater he wore. 'before I go.. j-just know.. I did this while you guys slept.. I plan to kiss each of you before I go..' he smiled wiping his face. 'Now I must go.. I had the best years with you b-but now I must go.. goodbye Seokjin.. goodbye Hoseok.. goodbye Namjoon.. Goodbye Jimin.. goodbye Taehyung.. and goodbye Jungkook.. I love you so much.. and I wish I could stay.. but I can't any longer.. n-now.. I-I really must go.. farewell my loves..' he spoke as his smiled faded and the screen then suddenly blacked out.

Namjoon quickly moved to under the desk pulling out the box, he opened it finding the said items plus the hoodie Yoongi had stolen from him a few months ago. " m-my baby.." he cried pulling the hoodie to his chest and sobbed "h-he's gone.. he's really gone..!" He was shaking and crying hard.

He looked in the box finding a smaller one with his name on it. He took it and rushed to Yoongi's bedroom placing the two objects on his bed and knelt next to his lover who still sat there in the tub. "Y-Yoongi.. Why'd you do this.. pl-please... I need you.. y-you can't leave me like th-this!" He cried holding the boy's head to his chest. "I'm t-too late.. if.. if I had pulled you to lay down with me m-maybe you'd still b-be here.. this.. this is my fault!" He continued to cry as his stomach knotted.

"Hyung.. he's gone.." Taehyung choked sitting next to him. " it hurts us a-all.." he whispered " if.. if I wasn't so fucking oblivious!" He cried as he tried to stand up and fell back. " hey.. hey.. take it easy.." " I can't do this.. our baby is g-gone.." his face was drenched with his tears
"It hurts.. I-It really does.." Taehyung told the older. " let's get out of here.." he mumbled helping Namjoon up.

The older grabbed the hoodie and put it on as he opened up the small box seeing the ring. A broken sob escaped his lips as he slowly put it on. His fingers ran through his hair as Taehyung hugged him tightly. "Let's.. Lets get back to the others.." the leader could only nod. As they walked in the room the first thing could be seen is Seokjin and Jimin leaning against the wall holding onto the stuffies and each other. "Here.." Hoseok said softly as he took Namjoon's hand and hooked the bracelet around his wrist.