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<> few years later<>

As the years went on, the members did everything they possibly could. They still mourned the loss of the gummy boy, Namjoon however never moved on. He claimed himself as widowed even though they never got married he didn't want to, he just couldn't. Jimin had to get into therapy himself, after seeing his Hyung in the pool of bloody water he could only feel as if it was all his fault. As they said to their fans as they shared their final moments as Bangtan, they stayed by each other every single day as they could. They only wanted to keep each other safe, Seokjin watched over Namjoon the most since he was struggling a whole lot. Hoseok tried so so very hard to keep a smile on the other's faces. Though he still couldn't believe his best friend was gone, even after a few years it was still really hard to believe.

He knew the male wasn't okay, he knew of his struggles but... he just still couldn't believe it. At the moment, he was sitting in the living room of the home that he shared with the others. Yeah they still dated each other but, it was really hard. Without the special piece they just... couldn't it just wasn't the same anymore. Even with the hard time, Taehyung adopted a baby boy, naming him Yoon after their beloved. The mother wasn't able to take care of the boy so he had promised to take care of the boy for her. The day he brought the baby home, he went to Namjoon first, showing him the boy. The dimpled man showed a smile, after not showing one in several years.

His eyes were filled with tears as he ran his fingers over the small sleeping baby's cheek. Kisses were placed on his head. " hi buddy, I promise I'll take care of you in every which way. I hope you grow big and strong baby. You're absolutely gorgeous." Namjoon said to him, letting his tears fall down his cheeks. "I'll protect you, make you smile.. giggle... and cherish you okay?" he said, laughing sadly as he held him he close.

Namjoon leaned into the chair, laying the boy on his chest as he watched him fall asleep. "Y-Yoongi would've loved you." he said, biting his lip as he rubbed the boy's back. He smiled sadly and looked over at Taehyung who had a sad smile on his face. The younger sat next to his hyung and laid the older male's head on his shoulder. "I'm so glad.. to see that smile once again... I know Yoongi Hyung, would be so proud of you. I know you're going to do great love."  he said, kissing his temple as he then started stroking away his hyung's tears. All the other's walked in, once seeing the dimpled male's smile, their hearts warmed up seeing it again. The boy curled up on Namjoon's chest as Seokjin soon gave him a small plush, it fitting perfectly in his hold. "It feels good to have.. this warm feeling is so nice. I... I know I should try and move on but, it's so very hard. I miss him... so very much. However, now I have a responsibility, this little guy, is who I am to protect and care for." he said, getting handed a baby blanket from Jimin. "i want you all to know, I love you... and I want to thank you... for everything... from staying by my side.. to doing everything you can yourselves, for yourselves." he said before kissing Taehyung's lips for a few seconds, motioning for the others to come closer so he could give them all a kiss as well. 

"we're so proud of you Namjoonie, you've come so far, in the hard time you went through, but you've made very large progress." Jungkook said, putting his hand on the boy's back the tattoo that had a small cat, staring up at a cloud. It was something in memory of Yoongi, all six of them kept their bracelets safe, never ever letting it go.

  Occasionally, the members would go back and watch video's of Yoongi, some of him laughing. Jungkook finding a video deep in his phone of Yoongi waddling into the kitchen to show Namjoon a picture he drew and colored when he was in his littlespace. Seokjin kept the same photo as his lockscreen, never changing it cause he loved how beautiful the boy looked. He saw his precious smile, the way his cheeks were flushed, the way the light shone on his skin. The male was so happy cause of his strawberries he had picked. Every single time he opened his phone he would see the pretty boy's face. On Yoongi's birthday, all of them would try and do something Yoongi loved to do, they did every thing they can. Yes it hurts them a lot, but... they're getting through it together. 

Nothing is easy, they know that. They definitely have a huge responsibility that matters more than anything. They plan to do this, for Yoongi knowing for a fact that he loved kids, and would've done so much for the kid's life. The members knew, Yoongi even talked endlessly that he wanted to take the kid to his home town when he was older, show him his favorite places. Namjoon hummed, looking at the boy, smiling softly. "We'll take you to all of Yoongi's favorite places. W-We'll tell you stories of how talented and beautiful he was." he said, sniffling as he rubbed his cheeks to brush away the tears that had fallen. 

Soon he started to sing softly,one of the songs him and Yoongi had worked on days before he passed away. He looked around as he sang to the boy, the others sitting down with him. Namjoon's head on Taehyung's shoulders, Hoseok on the other side of him. The other's surrounding him as they hummed along with him. As they were humming along, they slowly drifted off to sleep. Namjoon looked at them and sighed softly, he looked up and bit his lip. "I miss you so so much my angel, we're still trying... so very hard for you. I love you Yoongi..." he whispered before he let himself fall asleep after a huge weight lifted off his shoulders,

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