{edited}
"guys.. " Namjoon hummed "he's awake.." the leader mumbled softly.
<>°°°<>
Jimin was the first one to go in with Namjoon behind him. "hey bubs.." The oldest of the maknae line hummed sitting on the seat next to the bed grabbing his hand softly."jiminie..?" The male whispered looking at the male. His eyes were dull, lips were dry, Jimin's heart broke he cupped Yoongi's cheek. "yes bubs it's me.." he cried with his shaky breath.
"I-I'm so sorry... I-I didn't m-mean... I wanted t-to stop myself... but I failed...Jimin I-I'm sorry.." yoongi choked throwing himself at him causing Jimin to tighten his arms around his waist. The elder sobbed into Jimin's shoulder causing the younger to frown.
"bubs no it's ok... please don't cry... it's ok... I'm sure you tried bubs... I'm here for you.. we are all here for you.." the younger hummed slowly rocking himself side to side with yoongi close to him. The pale boy hugged Jimin tightly as he cried and cried.
Jimin knew this is how he'll be with the other five knowing it's probably how he was with the leader. "hey bubs it's ok.. don't worry it's ok.." he whispered softly to him. It hurt Jimin to see his Hyung in this state. He wanted to help the poor male, help him feel better, help him be happy again.
Time passed each of the members talked with the male, Namjoon spoke with him again, his was the most heartbreaking conversation with him ever. The two were holding each other and crying until they couldn't anymore. The leader held him close, whispered to him everything is going to be ok, told him that he loved him, and kissed his tears away.
Yoongi kept apologizing constantly, Namjoon assured him that he's going to be ok and that he didn't need to be sorry. "I love you so much pumpkin.," he whispered softly as he carefully pulled him to his lap. "I love you too j-joonie.." Namjoon hummed softly kissing Yoongi's temple as he rubbed his thumb against his hip.
The youngest came in and sat on the empty space on the hospital bed grabbing ahold of Yoongi's hand very carefully. "baby... I know I said this earlier... but we all love you so very much..we all need you.." he mumbled kissing his hand gently. "I know all of us will miss you, we will be so devastated without you, we love you so much baby you don't even understand it..." Jungkook told to the elder.
"We brought this for you just in case you wanted it, to help calm you down pumpkin..." Namjoon mumbled pulling Yoongi's pacifier out causing the other to open his mouth slightly letting the leader know Yoongi wanted it. Namjoon smiled softly as he set the pacifier into his mouth, he quickly accepted it and rested his head onto the other's shoulder.
Jungkook awed at Yoongi before he reached to stroke the side of his face. "I want you to rest yourself, baby.. rest yourself and talk to us when you're ready to talk, just let us know...alright..." he spoke in a comforting voice. The smaller male gently nodded playing with Namjoon's fingers causing the male to chuckle.
"I love you pumpkin.." Namjoon smiled softly placing a kiss on the top of his head before resting his head on Yoongi's.
<>°°°<>
I hope I'm not making this too sad :<
I hope each of you are, resting and eating well, take care of yourselves for me. I love you guys so much <3
YOU ARE READING
smile • m.yg : bts [✔]
Fanfictiontrigger warnings: -mentions of self harm -mentions of death -suicide intentions If there is anything I haven't listed I apologize.