∞ October ∞

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3 October 20xx. 6 am

I can't recall the nightmare this morning, even though I know it was there. Maybe it happened because I was so exhausted by the time I got to bed yesterday. Then, I'll be working twice as hard from now on.

7 October 20xx. 10 pm

Adam was here! Not father, and certainly not mother. I am so happy because he finally get to be an alpha! I really want to come and hug him. I really do, but how can I ruin his life with mine? I couldn't do that to him . . .

8 October 20xx. 4 pm

Sherry dismissed me earlier. I don't know why because the others were still busy preparing and serving the meeting. Regardless, I'm glad I don't have to be seen by either Adam . . ., or him.

9 October 20xx. 9 pm

The annual meeting has eventually reached its end.

Goodbye, Adam.

2 November 20xx. 7 pm

Xye.

Finally, I know his name . . .

13 December 20xx. 3 am

My life was okay so far since Sherry took me under her wings. I do chores and live my life as quietly as possible.

I'm just trying to heal myself here. The bruises on my skin can no longer be seen with a slight glance. Xye never acknowledge me and I can start learning about him as more than his abusive pattern of behavior during our earlier encounters. I guess he's also not fond of the idea of having this destined life partner . . . I don't know whether I should be glad about it.

I chose to do the heaviest labor so I would be too exhausted to remember any nightmare at the end of the day. Sherry objected at first, but gradually she let me take more than even I know myself can handle.

I am okay and trying to see that this is the life I nowhave.

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