You're all i need||Hemmings

Chloe

*TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!*

I sat with Luke for a good hour and a half as we watched Samantha and Michael work it out. At first Samantha didn't look like she was gonna say anything. I couldn't help but go aww as we saw Michael slowly crumbled in front of her. I blushed when Luke chuckled at me. We didn't talk much but the silence wasn't awkward. It was comfortable and it was comforting to not have someone ask questions about me and not force me to talk,but to just sit and enjoy the silence. By the end of the hour and a half, Samantha and Michael were hugging and she was kissing his cheek.

Samantha walked back over to us,dragging Michael behind us. I had to laugh at the way he was gawking at her. He must not knew Samantha gets what she wants...always. She asked me if I was ready and I nodded and stood up.

Michael quickly took my place.Luke, who hadn't spoken this whole time, stood awkwardly in front of me and blushed looking down at me.

"Uh Chloe? Could I uh...have your number?"

My face turned extremely red as I pulled out my phone. I didn't even respond, I just unlocked my phone and handed it to him. He blushes deeper and types his number in my phone quickly before handing it back to me. I blush again and look at my phone to see what he put as his contact.

"Luke is a penguin..?" I read out loud he blushed and nodded

"I really like penguins." I smiled and nodded.

"I'll text you when I get home." it came out as barely a whisper, but he must have heard somehow because he nodded at me.

Suddenly I was dragging Samantha back to our car. She looked googly eyed and happy that her and Michael had patched things up.I was sure I would soon know ALL about it. I got into the driver's seat, deciding that I was going to drive.As we drove back past the park both the boys were still sitting there talking about god only knows what

~Two weeks later~

I found myself in my room and it was happening. I was breaking.I had been texting Luke for the past two weeks and he seemed sweet. But it was obvious, he'd never be interested in me. My grades are slipping and my mother and father haven't been taking it very well, to say the least. I walked downstairs to the smell of  steak and french fries.

My mouth watered at the sent of the steak being pulled fresh off the grill. I sat down and waited for my family. When my mom sat down and only had two steaks, I assumed it was because my father wouldn't be joining us tonight. So out of instinct, I reached over and went to pick up a steak.

My mother slapped my hand. "That's your father's. Worthless children who fail school don't get to eat. Lose some weight and maybe you can afford to feed yourself when you're finally pretty enough to stand on the corner."

The words hit like a slap to the face and I didn't wait for her to strike again. I ran up to my room and locked the door. I looked at my phone and saw that I hadn't replied to Luke for almost 2 hours. I could tell he had called Samantha and Michael because all three of them had texted me multiple times. I didn't bother looking through them, I just went to my drawer and opened the top one. I pulled out my notebook and started writing in sharpie

 WORTHLESS
UGLY
FAT
DISGUSTING
WHO WOULD LOVE YOU?
NOT LUKE
YOU'RE STUPID
LUKE WOULD NEVER WANT YOU
NASTY 
WEIRD
JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY!!!

I took out my razors and a bottle of sleeping pills. I sat down on the floor and swallowed the whole bottle followed with a bottle of water. I took my razor and dragged it up my wrist from my hand to my elbow and then did slices across all the way down. I could have sworn I heard a banging on my front door but it was probably my drunken father. I did the same thing to my other arm and cried silently as the sleep over took me. The last thing I remember was my door being kicked in before I was dragged into the darkness that I deserved to have. I allowed it to envelope me. I wasn't worthy of light any longer...