You're all i need||Hemmings

Luke

The grief doctor said writing these letters to Chloe would help and that it would make me feel less alone. But I just keep thinking what if she never gets the chance to read them.Michael is staying with me while Samantha goes to pick up Chloe's cousin and his boyfriend from the airport.

I sat there and just kinda picked at my nails. "Luke, you need to sleep." Michael said, handing me the water that I asked him to get me.

I shook my head. "I can't sleep until she's okay.." Michael nodded and just handed me the water.

I took a sip and it tasted funny. I raised my eyebrow at it but just finished it. I figured maybe it was just how hospital water tasted. I noticed Michael looking at me like he did something bad. I felt my eyelids get heavy before it finally clicked.

"Michael..." I slurred

"Yeah, Luke?" He looked up at me.

"Fuck you." I whispered before I finally fell asleep.

I woke up with a crick in my neck but I was strangely comfortable.I sat up slowly looking around and seeing I was in my flat.

"No No No." I muttered as I got up quickly and ran to my living room to see a note tapped to my front door

"I'm sorry Lucas, but you needed rest. Get cleaned up and I'll be round later to pick you up and take you back." - Michael

I sighed and looked out front to see my car wasnt where it usually was, which meant Michael had it. I went upstairs and got in the shower and put my music on shuffle. I let the cold water rush over me. I stood there, my mind filled with thoughts with Chloe and if she would wake up.

Human by Christina Perri started playing and I felt the hot tears finally run down my face as I let reality flood my head. I might lose Chloe forever. I might have to go through my life being a machine.I didn't know if I could take it.

I sat in the shower and let everything run through my head and I let myself feel the pain that demanded to be felt from inside me. I wasn't going to deny myself the simple pleasure of being sad. I got out of the shower and looked at myself in the mirror.

I wasn't gonna do my hair but then I thought about Chloe. What if she woke up and I looked horrible?

I decided to pull a beanie over my hair and went to put on my Linkin Park tank top and black skinnies with ripped up knees. I put my checkerboard vans on and grabbed my phone. I dialed Michael and when he didn't answer, I just left him a quick message saying I was ready and that I wished he would hurry. Now there was nothing to do but wait .I laid on the couch and watched tv till I fell back asleep.

I was woken up to someone shaking my shoulders. "Luke, wake up. We gotta take you to see Chloe!"

I sat up quickly and looked at Michael. "Is she awake?!"

He shook his head. "She is kinda, but not really. Samantha said that if you asked Chloe to squeeze your hand, she would. Her eyes aren't open but she's aware."

I nodded and grabbed a pen and paper so I could keep writing lettters. I followed Michael out and locked the door behind us. We sprinted to the car and I saw two new people in the back seat

"Oh erm hi..." I mumbled and nodded at them

"Hai!!" The one with super curly hair said and smiled broadly at me. The dark haired boy who looked Asian, smiled and patted the other ones hand.

Oh, these must be Chloe's cousin and boyfriend! I mentally slapped myself. The dark haired one extended his hand.

"Hey I'm Chloe's cousin, Calum." I nodded and shook his hand. He gestured to the curly haired one, "And this is Ashton."

I nodded and sat in the front seat next to Michael as we pulled away from the curb. I turned on the radio and tried to get lost in it as we went to the hospital again.

A/N I'M SOOOO SORRY I'VE BEEN SO BUSY!! but to anyone who ready my story thank you guys soooo fucking much I LOVE ALL OF YOUUUUU