Here I am, once again.
Feeling totally lost and alone, in a small corner of my room.
So many thoughts are creeping in.
I need something.
I need it bad.
But I don't know what I need.
I feel so empty,
It's like someone or something ripped out my heart.
I'm here, with a blank feeling.
I don't know what to feel.
Suddenly, I hear terrible voices in my head.
Horrible voices of someone screaming and laughing out loud.
I covered my ears, thinking that those voices well go away,
But noticing my luck.
They only got louder and louder.
I want them to stop.
I want them to go away.
Why aren't they going way?
I'm in pain, tell them to leave me alone.
I'm already hurt enough.
I'm griping my hair, tears falling down.
The pressure inside my head is increasing.
I need relief.
I need it bad.
I open my drawer to find the nearest sharp thing.
But few papers felll down.
I picked them up, they said
"I'll never let go, I love you bitch! I'm your best firend"
"I'm here for you...always"
My hands started to shake.
It was all from that one person who left me.
The one who lied.
The one broke me.
The one who made fun of me during school time.
Tortured me with her words today.
They laughed at me.
They metally murdered me.
I can't take this anymore,
I pull out a blade and drag it over my skin.
I do it again and again.
I threw the blade away.
The voices are gone, but they gifed me a few new scars.
I lay there helpless.
I'm crying in pain.
Soon I fell asleep in my own small pool of blood,
Waiting for the other day to come and give me new scars.
