Roommates

Honesty

Alessia P.O.V

I woke up the next day and Shawn called me down to living room to talk. I wonder what he wanted to talk to me about and he even sounded a little upset on the phone too. I hope everything is okay. 

I sat down on the sofa and saw Shawn looking down on the ground.

Alessia: "What did u wanna tell me?"

Shawn: "I'm gonna tell u the truth and promise me u won't get upset or angry with me."

Alessia: "I can't get upset with you unless I know what the truth is."

Shawn: "I'm so scared to tell you this.."

Alessia: "Just tell me..."

Shawn: "Me and Stacey have been in a relationship.."

Alessia: "What?"

Shawn: "Yea.."

Alessia: "That's not true..you're lying to me...please tell me that's not true.."

Shawn: "It's true."

That was what made my heart shatter.

Alessia: "And you made me stick up for you this whole time when you have been in a relationship with her?"

Shawn: "I'm sorry.."

Alessia: "Why didn't you say this sooner? You've waited until we left university and until we moved into an apartment to tell me? How could u do that to me?"

Shawn: "I hope you're not that mad.."

Alessia: "Oh I'm not mad, I'm disappointed."

Shawn: "I didn't mean to make you feel like that."

I didn't know what to say but I tried not to get too upset.

Alessia: "Why didn't u tell me sooner?"

Shawn: "Because I was afraid that I would lose you forever, and I didn't want that to happen. I had feelings for you during that time and if I told you, you wouldn't feel the same way as I feel about you so I hid it for a long time until I finally realized that telling the truth was important. I even said that you deserved much more than just me so I just had to open up and tell the truth."

What he said just made me feel better. He really cares if he loses me. He really loves me that much and that's just so sweet and so cute of him. 

Shawn: "If you're upset with me, then I'll understand."

Alessia: "Well now that you told me truth, I won't take it that serious and get upset but you did break my heart."

Shawn: "I'm sorry.."

Alessia: "It's okay, don't worry about it. I'll get over it."

Shawn: "I love you so much Alessia..more than anything in this world."

Alessia: "I love you too Shawn."

We kissed and then we continued with other plans we had to do. I just couldn't get upset with Shawn for what he did because I didn't wanna lose him either. He's the best guy ever.

A/N: End of chapter!