Roommates

Issues

Shawn P.O.V

~Later during the day~

I was not in the mood of doing anything right now. Lilly was at school but she was really upset when I took her there. She didn't wanna go and I could understand why. She was still too young to be having a mother dealing with cancer. If Alessia didn't make it, I would kill myself. I wish it was me that I was going thru it instead of her. She doesn't deserve to be dealing with all that. The child was developing and she was feeling much more pain. I couldn't stand to see her in so much pain at all. I tried to offer her to get down from bed but she refused..even when she tried to eat, she refused. She didn't wanna do anything. Through out this whole time, she was in tears and was in pain so much. I tried to help her to stay strong and didn't let her out of my sight.

When Lilly tried to cheer her up, it didn't work. Nothing we tried was working. But she was drinking though which was good. I tried to make her eat again and this time she accepted.

Shawn: "You can't avoid eating forever.."

Alessia: "I don't feel like it.."

Shawn: "I know but you're pregnant, its for the sake of our child.."

Tears fell from her eyes.

Alessia: "It hurts..shawn..."

Shawn: "I know...I feel terrible but i don't want you to starve yourself to death...not eating is going to make you more weak.."

Alessia: "I'll try to eat more..but today, I can't..."

Shawn: "I'm just worried..you know..this cancer of yours is just making me so upset.."

Alessia: "I know.."

Shawn: "I don't wanna lose you..."

Alessia: "You won't..."

Shawn: "Hold onto my hand just in case if it hurts."

Alessia: "Okay.."

I stood right beside Alessia in case if she felt pain. She held onto my hand as she was going thru the pain. I was so disappointed about the cancer but I know deeply inside we can make it through...hopefully...and the child. 

A/N: End of chapter!