Book of Thoughts

Confusion

Lost in confusion,
Like an illusion.
The urge of wanting,
Made me breaking.

Tired?
Yeah, I am but I tried.
So much questions,
With nonexistent solutions.

I like you?
I love you?
I don't know which to feel.
I don't know what's real.

Maybe it's just infatuation?
Or maybe it's something beyond imagination.
Or perhaps it's already love?
One that's as pure as the dove

You,
The only one who gave no clue
Of which one is true.
What is the right thing to do?

What if it's only I?
Only I who believes in the lie.
The lie of love for both
Hurt? pain? I guess it's part of the growth.

Still lost in a maze of feelings
I can't sort out things
Which one is which?
I'm getting out of reach

But I know,
Even if so.
We can't be
Cause our destinies disagree.