Seokjin
You awake, beautiful?
I stare at my phone, an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach as Seokjin's text pops up. I start to reply, then delete what I have, shaking my head, pressing my forehead to my hand. I can't text him without thinking of Yoongi, the way he pulled me into his lap last night, his lips on mine.
I exit my messages, dialing Alex, and she answers immediately. "What up?"
I let out a breath, flopping back on my bed. "I let Yoongi kiss me yesterday."
There's a pause. "You mean, the sugar daddy?"
"Yeah."
"You do that all the time, don't you?"
I let out a breath. "I mean, I used to. But the guys haven't really asked for a long time, so..."
"What went down? Was it good?"
"His ex was behind me and he offered me another thousand dollars to make out with him."
"Well...I mean, who can blame you?"
"I didn't know that was why he suddenly started kissing me." I'm quiet for a minute, smoothing the blanket on my bed. "I kissed him back even though I had no idea he wasn't just kissing me."
"I'm confused. He paid you, right?"
"Yeah."
"And he offered to pay you before?"
"Yeah."
"Didn't you agree?"
I let out a breath. "No, he just kind of...started to. It caught me off guard, and I kissed him back."
"What's the problem?"
I stare up at my ceiling. "I feel really guilty about it."
There's a light 'ah' of understanding. "Because of Seokjin."
I nod, not remembering she can't see me. "He just text to see if I'm awake and I don't know what to say."
There's a pause. "I mean, you could always just say 'yeah, I'm awake,' or is that too polite?"
I laugh. "You suck, you know that?"
She chuckles. "Yeah."
"I just...we said we weren't putting labels, and we never talked about if we're exclusive or what, but I feel really guilty about making out with Yoongi yesterday."
"Then just tell him about it." Alex makes it sound easy. "Then you guys can discuss if you're exclusive or what."
"Alex, I can't just - "
"Yes, you can," her voice is firm. "For God's sake, unless you tell him everything you're just toying with him, you know that? He doesn't deserve that."
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Sugar
FanficOne meeting by chance, and now they just can't stop running into each other. The catch? She's a sugar baby, afraid of a real relationship, content with her lifestyle. So what happens when he falls for her?