Unbalanced Electrical Storm

Part 8: Devil

Month -12

May 5, 2007

Dear Diary:

These past few months have really been life changing. First, I reconnected with an old friend, who is now the funnest to hang out with, Francine and Lawrence are awesome, we get stoned, play video games, and sometimes they throw a party and invite some other people, I have so much fun with them. Then, I hooked up with Scott which wasn't all that great, but coincidentally, a few weeks later, Jack Warner actually got ahold of me and asked me out, can you believe it? Of course I accepted, and it's been two months, and tonight I'm sleeping over with him at his friends house. I'm nervous, he's hinted that he wants to have sex, and I think this might be it, this could be the night I lose my virginity. I'm excited, nervous, oh, I hope I don't mess it up, what if I do something wrong, what if I don't like what he's doing? How do I know I'm doing a good enough job? Ok, I'm freaking out a little, ok, a lot, I don't know if I can do this. No, I can, I know I can, I've wanted this for a few years now, don't wuss out now. Ok, I think I need a blunt or something to calm me down, maybe I should pay Francine a visit. Oh God, ok, ok, ok. I can do this.

Month -11

June 19, 2007

Dear Diary:

I don't think I've ever been happier. Me and Jack get along so well, and the sex is great, it's changed my whole world. We're supposed to hang out today, so that'll be cool. I'm not big on his friends who happen to include Scott, which is a little awkward, but he hasn't said anything, so that's good. I hope he doesn't say anything ever, I told him to keep it between us, and he agreed, he says he doesn't wanna ruin our relationship, so that's good of him. Luckily I won't have to hang out with them for very long, me and Jack are going out on a date in oh, a few minutes, actually.

Sandra gets ready and heads out the door and meets Jack outside. "Hey, babe, you're late." Jack says.

"No I'm not, I'm on time."

"I've been waiting for ten minutes, babe."

"Huh, I guess you're right."

"Are you ready to go?"

"Yeah, come on."

"Don't worry, I'll pay for everything tonight."

"Oh, I thought we were gonna split it."

"Nah, that's alright, I'm the man, right?"

"Ok, where are we going?"

"I was thinking dinner and a movie."

"Yeah, sure, ok."

"What are we going to see?"

"How about Bumblephux? I heard it's going to be hilarious."

"Yeah, sure." They head to the movie theater and Jack pays for the tickets. They head inside and find their seats.

"Coming soon to theaters" the voiceover on the screen says.

"Their strongest warrior. Betrayed by the ones he fought for. Back from the dead, he exacts his revenge on the ones who had him killed. Phoenix. Coming soon." Another announcer says.

June 19, 2007

Dear Diary:

Well, today's date wasn't all I expected it to be, he said he'd take care of everything, but instead, he only paid for the movie tickets and left dinner up to me. It's not like him at all, he usually keeps his word when he says he's got it. He said he didn't bring as much as he thought, but how did he not know that? I thought he'd know how much he brought. I ended up paying for dinner, which was expensive, so now I'm broke. That sucks, but shit happens, it's not like this happens all the time...