Namjoon x Jin (Embracing Everlasting Love)

Chapter 1:Namjoon's Hidden Love

After a long day of practicing their dance routines together preparing for their new album Map Of The Soul:Persona.Jin kept messing up the choreography during the day  but eventually he got the hang of it after a few hours.It was 9pm and the members drove home feeling groggy and tired from their practice.By the time everyone got back their house,everyone was starving and exhausted.Suga went to the fridge and poured himself a nice glass of wine and,plopped down on the couch and turned on the tv.Taehyung followed in his footsteps except minus the wine,he just flopped on the couch out of pure tiredness.While Jungkook rushes to his room to film his V Live.Hope walked to the bathroom to take a shower after being so sweaty while Jimin also followed Jungkook to his room to film a v live and maybe have do a little bit more than film a v live 😏😏👌🏽,the only two left we're Jin and Namjoon.Jin made his way to the kitchen in an effort to prepare dinner for all his members.Knowing the sweet and supportive leader Namjoon is he followed Jin into the kitchen to help.Not only was Namjoon being helpful but deep down he had a love for Jin, unlike any other member of the group,Namjoon loved his quirkiness,his aspiration to care for all the members,and his mother like feminine persona.Since their debut of  2Kool for Skool Namjoon always felt an attraction to Jin and this admiration and attraction for Jin grew constantly over the years.As they constantly joined each other for lunches in previous years and talked about their lives,slowly building a friendship like no other Namjoon wanted more than just a friendship.He had never had love for any boy except for Jin.Namjoon felt constantly insecure and worried  about this everyday, he felt that the other members would judge him and disown him as a member of the group and find a replacement.He also feared Jin wouldn't want him or never thought of him in that way,but today was the day Namjoon decided to be honest with himself and most of all honest with Jin.As the two hyungs walk into the kitchen,Jin takes out noodles, and steak.Jin was focused on preparing Bulgogi and Black noodles for his band members as Namjoon watches.This was a typical thing for the hyungs everyday when Jin decided to cook they would discuss their lives ,emotions,and aspirations in life.Namjoon nervously sits down and watches Jin cut up some scallions.Whats wrong hyung you look nervous?,Jin says.Oh it's nothing I'm just having a rough day,I'm just feeling exhausted,replied Namjoon.Thats nothing to worry about it's typical we always work hard it's normal to be tired,All you need is some home cooked dinner,said Jin.Jin moves on to another task and starts searing the steak in a wok continuing to add various seasonings.Its that but there's something else too,said Namjoon.Namjoon shifted is head away from his Jin's cooking and looked into another room,his anxiety was starting to get to him.Namjoon,there's nothing to be anxious about and you know you can talk to me about anything we've been friends for so long,so please tell me what's troubling you hyung,Don't make me worry.Little did Namjoon know that Jin also has a love for namjoon, from the day he kissed him on the cheek it wasn't just a punishment from other members it felt like magic,He always felt so happy around namjoon, always being able to be his true self and never be shy like how he typically was around other people.The introverted side of Jin faded away when they were together,When Jimin did make that joke about being a married,Jin saw it as a future possibility.Yet although he was scared to admit that he loved a man.He feared what the fans and his family would think so for his own safety he kept it a secret.
Jin,how....do I put this......ummmmm,you know what nevermind,replied Namjoon.Namjoon if you don't tell me what is going right now.........,Jin stops talking and falls into the softness of Namjoon's lips.Jin drops what he's doing and falls into Namjoon's display of affection as the kiss lasts for another 20 seconds.They pull away each other slowly as they stare into each others eyes acknowledging the serendipity.A wine glass drops out of the hand of someone walking into the kitchen.Suga stares in shock with his jaw open,within a second Namjoon notices Suga.Namjoon pushes Jin away and runs into his room feeling ashamed for his actions,now his life and his career is over.

To be continued.................

 

Authors Note:Hey guys this is my first Bts fanfic ever so I would appreciate if you don't judge it or criticize it,If you made it this far,thank you so much for reading my work and I hope you enjoyed it.I hope you all have a wonderful day and I will continue to work on the next chapter.❤️❤️❤️❤️Heartiu👌🏽