Random idea I decided to write a Namjin fanfic so umm yea other people have already done this shit but I don't give a fuck so here you go 😕😐😑🧡Enjoy my shitty writing 👌🏽❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Seokjinnie POV: I watched joonie run out the doors with feelings of heartbreak,by the look of his face he seemed, petrified,and betrayed as I looked at him rush away.Every feeling of guilt and shame rushed through my mind,and before I knew it I was crying.Hot tears rushed down my face as I sat on the bed crying,like my whole world was shattered.Out of desperation I chased after him,as I could feel tears flowing down my face like a waterfall.I finally caught up to him and grabbed his arm to meet his face as he possessed a stern look at an attempt to hold back the tears.I could see the hurt in his eyes.'What..do...*sniffle*...you want?' joonie said.'I wanted to say I'm sorry,this.. hurts you.. just as much as it hurts me,trust me it does... I love you..joonie' I replied as I tugged on his arm like a child on my knees begging for his forgiveness*Not one of my brightest moments*'If you loved me you would have told me earlier when I kissed you...or you wouldn't have fucking had sex with Taehyung!!!!!!,How'd that thought cross through your mind,I thought we had something special after all those years of friendship to just be broken like this.I don't know what you want from me anymore.....I'm just confused and hurt at that same time, but truly I just want to be alone right now.At least you have someone know,you know why..... BECAUSE YOU JUST FUCKING HAD SEX WITH THEM!!!!!'joonie stated 'Joonie,he meant nothing I swear all I want is you please just give me another chance'I begged. 'Wow it's nice to nice now I didn't mean anything to you at all Seokjinnie,I figured from the sounds of your moans it meant something ,but I guess not' a voice replied from behind me.I look through my teary eyes to find Taehyung standing behind me.'Wow so this is how it is, it's nice to know how you feel Seokjinnie, I hope you enjoy your night with your new man,I can't deal with this right now, I'm going to bed.Goodbye Seokjinnie' Namjoon said to me as he stormed away.
*Namjoon exits*
Namjoon Pov: I stormed back to my room feeling nothing but anger and jealousy,I'm ashamed of myself for believing that he would actually love me.Thats all I wanted and now he just burned two bridges that can never be built again.And since he's with Taehyung now I don't care anymore,regardless of what happens.But I know one thing if Taehyung hurts him I'm gonna kill him.Ok Im lying care a lot and I wished he loved me back ,but I have to come to terms with that and move on.There's always Grindr soo...maybe I just need a rebound or not idk .I just need time to get my shit together.*sighhhhhhhhhhhh*Its been a long day I'm gonna lightly sob into my pillow until I fall asleep ,and then wake up to continue working on our new album.Thats what I need to do is focus but......I love him*continues to sob into pillow until he falls to sleep* *Cut to Taehyung and Seokjinnie still in the hallway*
Seokjinnie POV: 'What in the fuck was that Tae?' I asked.'Nothing at all' he replied.He started to walk away back to his room. 'What in the hell are you doing Tae,you just ruined one of my closest chances to a relationship.You knew about how close we were and now you think you're just gonna walk away from me...GET YOUR ASS BACK HERE TAE!' I yelled. Tae just ignored me and continued to walk to his room.I eventually gave up and turned back around to walk towards my room in shame.Before I knew it I heard loud footsteps slowly inching closer towards me by the second.I turned around only to find Tae rushing towards me as he tackled me to the floor and mounted me.He quickly pushed my arms to the floor so I couldn't resist.'Awwww you look so cute from this position' he replied to me.I attempted to struggle but he just put more of his right on me so I couldn't move.I turned my head away from him in panic only to have my head pulled back to look at his face,As I stared right into his enticing deep brown eyes.He was so close to me I could feel our noses touching and I could feel his cool minty breath on my face.
Quickly he pulled me in for a passionate kiss,As we kissed my world lit up, it felt like there were sparks flying around us and we were the only two people in this world.I love this feeling it made me feel,wanted,cared for,and most of all loved.I wanted him to cradle me in my arms and take all my struggles away,my life felt a bliss when he kissed me. And I wanted more of that feeling.Tae pulled his lips away from mine and continued to walk back to his room.I later on the ground in shock as he said to me 'Joonie isn't the only one who loves you, I think you now know how I feel but it's getting late, see you tomorrow baby cakes'.He went into his room and shut the door.I continued to lie on the ground trying to gather my thoughts and figure out what just happened.I lye there thinking who do I love.i eventually regained my senses and walked back to my room.I needed to talk to someone who understands me, someone who I could count on and I know just the person.......
*Seokjinnie shuts bedroom door and goes to sleep*
To be continued.....
Hey guys I kinda rushed this chapter a bit but I did try my best I'm sorry if it's not as good as my last chapters but please remember comment and give your opinions, I love you all so much thanks for reading uwu❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
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