Namjoon x Jin (Embracing Everlasting Love)

Chapter 2 Suga's Observation

Suga's Pov:
As soon as my wine glass dropped when I saw them kissing I had to admit I was slightly surprised,I kind of expected it coming.But Its also nice to know that I'm not the only LGBTQ+ member of BTS,Yet again we all know Jimin is gay but he's dating Jungkook secretly(It's not really a secret) and we don't talk much.So I mainly stick to myself,but then again there is J Hope one of my best friends who is my little ray of sunshine but yet again we're just friends.I just hope Namjoon can keep this secret from Bang Si-Hyuk .Namjoon isn't the best liar and it's kind of hard for him to keep secrets which is why i don't tell him about my relationship or my sexuality,because then I would be fired.The only thing keeping me mentally sane is a guy I have been recently seeing,he really a sweetheart but he has no idea who I am, and I think it's best to keep it that way ,but it's just so hard to commit to him once I have my career.I know he's holding me back but no way I would ever stop seeing him after all he has done for me.I was actually considering proposing soon but once we get through this album I can start another happy chapter of my life.*Drifts back to reality to find Jin in the kitchen crying*I then look at Jin crying on the floor, confused and somewhat heartbroken.I don't understand much of their history or let alone their friendship but the least I could do is comfort Jin after all he's done so much for us since day one."Are you ok hyung" I ask,
"Yes I should be fine but I'm just as confused as you are ,I don't know... why he kissed me......I do ...but then I Don't.......All of this just feels wrong" replies Jin."*I move toward Jin to clutch him in arms and comfort him*"Everything's going to be ok,both of you need to figure out your emotions and where you stand"says Suga,"What do you mean by that!!!!"Jin yelled,"Jin,let make this simple for you,Do you love Namjoon even after the kiss 💋,combined with your history of friendship*air quotes*/relationship."Yes" Jin muffles."Then why are you crying,a sexy man just kissed you that you love and your crying,If I were you I would have jumped for joy and I would have been on him like white on rice"I state."Good point but what if he doesn't love me back Suga,*continues to sob fiercely* "states Jin."Listen Jin, I don't know much about relationships... but what you need to do is follow your heart.If you love him then talk to him and tell him how you feel,that's the only way you will know and if he doesn't love you back than you can still be friends easy as is" I reply."I guess you're right" Jin says.*I stand up and pull Jin of the floor*"Now here's what you're going to do, finish cooking and try not to think about it...and after you eat get some rest. We have a long day ahead of us tomorrow"I say."Thanks Suga"states Jin.*I pull Jin in for an endearing hug* Jin pulls away from the hug and as I quickly start to exit,Jin pulls me back into the kitchen."Suga are you gay?" Jin questioned.Damn it he figured it out welp I guess I can tell him Jin remains quiet about stuff like this."Yes" I reply."Wow that's unexpected for how long "Jin asks. "I have always known,I just keep to myself so no one knows except for my boyfriend".
"You have a boyfriend too!!!!!Wow good for you Suga I'm glad you're happy in your relationship."Jin exclaims.
I continue to walk out the kitchen and I stop Jin this time.Please keep this a secret, I could potentially be fired."Of course I can ,my lips are sealed Suga" Jin replies.I walk out of that kitchen feeling great at the end of the day, I potentially saved a relationship and expressed and confessed feelings about my own.I feel so serene and calm but one thing I could use right now is a glass of wine and maybe some champagne,there's nothing wrong with variety .*sighhhhhhhhh*Time to relax.I settle back into the living room to find Jungkook and Jimin doing a little bit more than cuddling.Jungkook is now sucking on Jimin's neck and Jimin is moaning.The sooner I know it Jungkook picks up Jimin,and he rests in his arms and they venture to Jung kooks room.I grab the tv remote to change the channel and I'm slightly disturbed to hear squeaking of Jung kooks bed and Jimin's loud moans.Or forget relaxing on the couch,I'm going to sleep.I turn of the tv and I go to J hope's room to hug him and wish him a good night 🌙.I eventually make it back to my room,and I quickly fall asleep only waiting to fall asleep and being unaware for the events that await me tomorrow.Good night world!!!
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