Namjoon x Jin (Embracing Everlasting Love)

Chapter 4:J Hopes Secret

J Hopes POV:
So let's just say I look all innocent and cute and happy so trust me I am ,but I do have a big secret that no one really knows about and I'm trying to keep it a surprise.I believe everyone's asleep by now,the squeaking and the moans of Jimin from two rooms away from me have ceased so it's go time.I grab my phone and turn on my flashlight and look for a relatively comfortable outfit besides my limited edition Mang Pajamas.I decide to settle on a bright pink sweatsuit and a black hat.I open my door slowly scanning for anyone in the hallway,Once the coast is clear I close my door slowly and sneak on my tippy toes to the front door.As I'm sneaking to the door I see a faint light in the kitchen.

After debating if I should risk being caught sneaking out or grab a snack before I go,I went with the feeling of my stomach and decided to grab a container of some of Jin's leftover Japchae and a Sprite"I love Sprite if I only I had a hamburger to go with it,I guess Japchae will have to do".As I get closer to the light,I see a shadow of what looks like a person and I go to the light only to find an angle with  pure white colored wings hovering above the ground"I'm just joking I exaggerate sometimes but sometimes I see figments of imagination,to be honest it was Namjoon crying 😭 in front of the fridge while eating the leftover Japchae I planned on eating,Damn It"*Namjoon Sobs*" Im ruined.......... my career...I...s.......over........." Namjoon states over continuous sobs."This is baddddd I've never seen him like this or let alone cry at all he's always so strong,I wonder what's wrong with him,maybe I should talk to him" 'Are you okay' i asked.'Oh I didn't see you their Hope. What are you doing up so late?You should be in bed'
'Listen here don't try and change the topic on me,what are you doing eating your emotions away*I check my watch' at 3 am in the morning hyung..... *I stand there waiting casually for a response with my hands on my hips'. 'It's complicated Hobi,you wouldn't understand' Namjoon stated.'Well you don't know that joonie, until you tell me what's going on so talk to me hot stuff. 'Ok if you really want to know I will tell you...........

'So apparently..... lets.... just say..... I may have......' namjoon started shaking from his anxiety while struggling to talk.*This is bad I really wonder what's going on if he only he could just tell me!!!! I would be able to help him but the least I can do is comfort him the poor man is shaking,scared,and depressed I just wanna make sure he's ok* 'Listen hyungie I'm hear for you,just tell me what's going on so I can help you' I replied.Namjoon pulled himself self together and stammered but he told me the truth.'Hobi,ummm....I think I'm..... gay' Namjoon said.' Omg, that's big news but listen it's either you are or you aren't be honest with yourself,Love Yourself Kim Namjoon l' I said.*i looked over to see him wiping the tears and a smile appeared on his face* 'Jung Hoseok,I am indeed gay and also to make matters worse I may have a..... ummmm  a large crush on Seokjin' namjoon said * My face went from excited,happy,and surprised to the look of Alyssa Edwards impersonating Joann Crawford at the mention of  Wire Hangers or Children On Rupauls Drag Race,I remained completely and utterly shOOk by the tea that has been spilled*

*Cuts to Seokjin in his bedroom*
Jin's POV:
I sat there looking through photo books,of me and joonie.Looking through old memories and remembering how much fun we had... but why oh why...does it seem so... awkward now.I don't understand how he's feeling right now.Let alone if he feels the same way, I know.... I shouldn't be worrying about this... but,I just don't know what's gonna happen tomorrow and to be honest I'm scared.I need some advice and some food,but advice comes first.I already screw up the dance routines for our new album, but that doesn't mean I'm going to mess up our relationship I need him..... now..more than ever.I close my photo book and I run to Taehyung's room and I burst through the door...............

I walk in to find Taehyung masturbating, to something he's looking at on his phone.Im not gonna lie it's been known to be pretty big so I wonder what he's wanking to.His phone not his penis, but from what I'm looking at now his penis matches his phone,ITS HUGGGGGGEEEEEEE."I wonder if that applies to all men,now that I think about it how big is joonie's......Hold up I should not be thinking about it I've got to focus" ' Tae Tae what are you doing hyung?' I asked. Taehyung notices me finally, and sees me staring at his dick in awe at how big it is.*Tae quickly covers is manhood by sliding under the sheets in embarrassment* ' Uhhhhhhh nothing, I was just having some alone time,and I would..... uhhh.......appreciate if you could give me some privacy' Taehyung replied * He slowly slips his head out of the covers with his cheeks as red as tomatoes* I walk closer to the bed and climb on, sitting right next to him.'Tae Tae you don't have to be embarrassed,I'm sure everyone else does it...' I said
'What if I wanted you to see me Seokjinnie' he stated
'Uhhhh what did you say Tae Tae.... well I heard what you said but what.....' I stated.The next thing I know Taehyung leaned toward me and pressed his lips on to mine.

I slowly fell into his kiss,and before I know it he mounted me and I didn't stop him,I enjoyed it and the next thing I know he pulled away.'Seokjinnie he said 'Do you want me stop'.With the sense of wanting advice I felt I was far past that point, Namjoonie came into my mind but my body won more than my heart in this battle,As I fell into Taehyung's gaze i replied with 'No baby don't stop'

*Cuts to Hobi and Namjoon still sitting by the fridge*
J hopes POV:
I'm still sitting there with Namjoon comforting him as he's still crying, I gave him one of my great speeches about how love can be complicated, but I told him everything would work out.Eventually he felt better and we sealed it off with a hug 🤗.But I was hoping he forgot but he never did.'Hobi, so like you said please tell me why you are up this late????'Namjoon stated. 'Ok fine, I'm.....working.. on another album' I stated. Namjoon's jaw dropped in happiness'Omg can I help you, please!!!!!!!' He begged.' Ofcourse you can, i was actually planning on telling you earlier so we could start writing the song'i stated.'Whats your album called by the way if you don't mind me asking' he questioned. 'I'm calling it Dream World, it's the sequel to Hope World.'Sound wonderful, and I can't wait to work with you Hobi' he said.We both jumped up and down in excitement due to our passion of making new music ,and our celebration of our friendship.As I hugged Namjoon and made my way out of our house to go the studio, I felt a sense of relief and happiness.Now it's time to go focus on my music.

*J hope exits the scene*

Namjoon's Pov:
I'm feeling better about my whole situation with Seokjinnie ,and I'm excited to work with him for his new song.I couldn't be happier, but I'd be happier with Seokjin to be honest.I need to talk to him and I need him now more than ever. I quickly clean up the Japchae and the other leftover messes I left.I then rushed to Seokjinnie's room to finish what we started. I ran through the hallway way in my socks attempting not to slip. I bursted through his room door only to find him nowhere in sight.I walk out of his room and,I run into Jungkook walking to his room wrapped in a towel....with Jimin trailing behind him.*Aww they're so cute,I hope Seokjinnie and I can be like that once we talk.Im so happy for them uwu* 'Oh hey Namjoon, glad to see your feeling happy' Jungkook said.'Oh hey Kookie and Hey jiminie have you guys seen Seokjinnie?' I questioned*And now I'm starting to get nervous,Calm down Joon, I just need to focus on finding Seokjinnie and talking to him*As I snap out of my thoughts I look up to see Jungkook devouring Jimin's face and you can tell Jimin's enjoying it,*They can explore they're bodies and figure out to achieve each other's orgasams another time, I NEED SEOKJINNIE AND I NEED HIM NOW* 'JUNGKOOK !!!, focus here I need to find him Now! I stated angrily. Jungkook turned toward me with fear in his eyes.'I'm sorry it's just this is urgent and you out of all people know how much he means to me' I said.' It's ok I forgive you, I just need you to calm down ,but trust me I feel the same way about Jimin and he's very important to me....I just don't think I should tell you because it will hurt you.'Jungkook you have tell me I need to know right now, I'm begging you' I stated.'Okay Namjoon but listen don't blame me for anything that you see in there and same thing with Jimin.Hurt my baby I hurt you.But anyways we're here for you if you need anything,Seokjinnie is in Taehyung's room' he said

They sounded so morbid, I wonder what's wrong. I receive a quick hug from Jikook and move on my merry way and I find Taehyung's room and burst through the door.'Oh my god....this.... can't be happening.I walk in only to see the worst sight, and sound I have ever seen.Seokjinnies moans being followed up by the sounds of the slapping of skin to skin.I watched as my love was having sex with Taehyung and enjoying it, my happiness soon sinks back down to depression as I'm noticed by Seokjinnie.Tears of betrayal slowly fall from my eyes as I burst through the door ,and runaway feeling the uttermost worst heartbreak I have ever felt.To only find Seokjinnie rushing after me feeling shame upon his actions.

To be continued............

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