WARNING:This Chapter contains some pretty depressing things if you're not ready for it and if it's either too traumatic or just disturbing feel free to skip past this chapter
I'm so Sorry 😐Taehyung Perspective:
As I turned to the left and saw the sunlight peeking through my window,I quickly turned back to the right to find the most beautiful sleeping boy right next to me.Within seconds he opens his almond colored eyes to meet mine.He shoots me a light but heartful smile as I stare lovingly into his delicate soul.Finally we break our gaze and exit my bed and leave my room.I lightly hold is hand in mind as we walk towards the kitchen to make breakfast.My eyes are in shock as I see Yoongi and Hobi sitting there casually drinking tea holding hands.Once they see us they try to act natural as if nothing had happened.I internalized their unorthodox behavior,but I realize.....maybe there's something I've missed about the two of them,(Ya know🤔 now that I think about it they're just really great friends.Hmmmm they would be so cute together now that I think about it)Oh well,I try to push the thought of them together out of my mind and I begin to help Jin make breakfast. Strangely enough Jin decided he was craving ttekboki,so I went with it. I started stirring the soup when I looked to see Namjoon walk into the kitchen looking like a mess.Tear marks were all over is face and his eyes looked puffy and red from probably rubbing them to hard,and he had bags under his eyes like no other.It looked like someone took two grapes and taped them to his under eye.He looked rough and I truly do feel bad for the guy but Jin was the one who came to me ,and I've always had my eyes set on him.I'm never letting him go ever....not over my dead body.As joonie mopes through the kitchen hobi turns to look at him and nearly drops his tea cup in shock while suga just takes a sip of tea and grabs a cookie."Here we go"SUGA says.Joonie makes his way to the fridge to grab a carton of juice and walks back to his room."well that just happened, he looks pretty rough "hobi stated.Even before hobi said that we were all thinking the same thing.Even though it continues to break my heart to see him like that knowing how I respected him I felt I had to do something.I started toward his room slowly as I heard Jin slowly cry blaming himself for screwing up everything.I was fighting a battle in my head of comforting two people who needed me
............Luckily Hobi saw the fear and stress in my eyes and he and Suga sat there with Jin helping him regain his composure as he sat crying slowly breaking my heart as I walked away with each step.Although I knew about Joonies mental health issues ,and how he struggled with severe anxiety,depression and his habits for repressing his emotions.I picked up my pace from a walk to a run precious time could be wasted here,as I feared the worst.I finally arrived at the door and knocked slowly but there was no answer.I knocked again.and again...
I attempted to push the door open but it was blocked by something,I pushed hard enough and saw a dresser blocking the door and a person on the floor.Immediately knowing the worst was occurring I pushed.....and pushed....and pushed...until finally the door slid open enough in which I could slip through.I looked at the person on the floor only to find the most horrifying sight imaginable.Namjoon was clutching a can of Tylenol in his hand as he was foaming from the mouth while shaking.I screamed in horror and fear for my friend.I kept screaming until jungkook and Jimin walked in horrified and I immediately called the police after while Jungkook was wiping the foam away and continued to inspect Namjoon's body,while Jimin monitored his pulse as he could slowly feel it diminishing.He began to cry out of fear ,and I myself was bawling when the police finally answered my phone as I reported the overdose on Tylenol and they told me the paramedics were on the way and in the meantime to stabilize him.
Meanwhile ............
As Jin continues to cry feeling like he committed a crime sulking in his own actions.Hobi and Suga sit next to him bear hugging him hoping to generate happiness into the sad twink but nothing works.Until Suga starts to speak"Listen Jin it's not your fault because you were never in a relationship with Nakhon to start with, and you felt confused by the overwhelming of your emotions.You never hurt anyone.....and the more you keep thinking about it your hurting and hating yourself.All you did was make a decision and sometimes you have to do what's best for you even if you feel like you're gonna hurt someone else.Ofcourse we hate seeing Joonie in pain but ,he will regain composure and face the truth.So....don't you worry you're pretty little head about a thing." Suga said*Suga fluffs Jin's hair only to see a smile of relief.
Hobi slowly begins to nuzzle his head into sugar's shoulder slowly falling asleep."Hobi wake up!!You did this last night when you were in my room....and besides Jin is our priority right now so spew out your words of wisdom" Suga stated.Hobi shot up and punched Suga in the arm playfully."I was just resting my eyes"Hobi said tiredly."Don't worry my sunshine we can sleep later,so just try to stay awake please"Suga responded.They locked eyes romantically for about 15 seconds and then looked back at Jin forgetting he was there who was in fact gushing as he jumped for joy at the sight of their cuteness which immediately brought him out of his mournful emotional sulking
"I knew.... it I was right!!!"Jin exclaimed as he jumped for joy looking at the two boys.Suga remained with a slightly annoyed face while Hobi soon jumped up and joined Jin is his moment of excitement."I think I know what your ship name is gonna be.......how about sobi " Jin said.Suga looked at Jin with a feeling of angst and laziness in his eyes."Do we seriously have to do this???" Suga questioned."Yes...yes we do" Hobi said with a feeling of joy.Suga looked at him as if he really didn't want to."Come on my Suga cube just for me plssssss"Hobi exclaims.as he practically begged in his knees to Suga while as he imitated bowing down to Suga like a king.Suga eventually gave in."Alright I've got it I'm gonna call you.......Sope" he exclaimed."Wait sope like dove????" Suga questioned."No it's supposed to be unique i don't know what it means yet" Jin said"Listen please don't further confuse yourself it's just a ship name Min you're gonna be fine" hobi said while slowly fluffing suga's hair."Im fine, just a little confuzzled,"Suga said while blushing."Well don't be with me you've got nothing to worry about" he said as he stared into Suga glistening brown eyes."Get a room you two"Jin mocked at them.Hobi stood up and cracked his knuckles"Bitchhhhh I know yo ass just jealous cause your man ain't here with you so I advise you find him while I stay with mine"Hobi said sassily."Oh we playing that game okkayyyyyyyyy, let me take off my hoops bitch"Jin said jokingly.Suga sat in the background laughing"Bottoms these days" Suga said while cackling.Once they finally all calmed down,Jin realized he was finally ready to come to terms with Namjoon and rejoice their happy times of their bright friendship.Eventually Jin starts towards Namjoon's room until the police burst through his front door with a stretcher and 3 paramedics.
Jin starts to worry and runs to the room faster only to find Taehyung crying outside the door with Jikook comforting him."I'm so.....sorry Jin..I couldn't do anything to stop him....It's all my fault"he said.Tae Tae what are you talking about"he replied back.Jin turned to look at who they were bringing out on the stretcher and it was none other than....Namjoon."Oh shit "Jin said as he backed up away from the stretcher.Jin could feel himself getting light headed and he soon stumbled and fainted on the floor.As Jimin rushed to his side to restore his consciousness.
To be continued..........
This is a really sad chapter in so sorry my cooky's but hey I've been feeling down lately and I've been writing my emotions I guess but hey it made for a good story but stay crunchy my cookys catch ya later💜
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