Sometimes,
you talk to me,
in that way that no one else can.
We stay up all night,
making each other smile,
laugh,
and maybe cry sometimes.
But sometimes,
you don't talk to me for a long time,
and when you do,
you're not you anymore.
No matter what I say,
no matter how hard I try,
it doesn't always work.
And all I'm left to do,
is cry,
and wonder why.
But in those times,
I just wish I was emotionally stronger,
to be able to hold myself together,
because I know when I'm sad,
it makes you sad.
And I can't blame you for that,
no one can.
I just want to make you happy,
and when I can't,
it just feels like the whole world is collapsing on me,
cause I know it's my fault.
But maybe it's just me.
I see you with your friends,
and you always have that smile,
that just lights up the world.
And maybe,
just maybe,
if we weren't together so often,
maybe that will bring your sadness away.
All I wanted,
was to take your sadness away,
but now I think I know,
that I'm the cause.
