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Seventy Three- mamas hands

𝙃𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙡𝙚𝙩 𝙞𝙩 𝙜𝙤...

𝐙𝐚'𝐊𝐲𝐞𝐥𝐚 𝐖𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐬

I laid in my hospital bed, rubbing my stomach, something is off. Very off.

The doctors haven't said anything, they are running tests right now, and they've told me that the bleeding could possible mean something bad, although they can't say for sure.

"Baby?" Jahseh grabbed one of my hands in his, making me look at him.

"Hmm?" I hummed as I looked through my heavy eyes.

"It's gonna be okay," He said to me with nothing but concern in his voice.

"No it's not," I mumbled as I looked down at him.

"Why do you say that?" He asked me.

"Because stress isn't good and I have plenty of it, I know somethings wrong. The baby hasn't moved since yesterday before we came to the hospital and they can hardly hear a heartbeat." I sighed.

"I'm so sorry?" He told me.

"It's okay," I sighed and closed my eyes. I need to get some sleep.

"Uhm, Kye," he stated.

I opened my eyes and looked at him, "yes?"

"Earlier, right before you started to bleed. You were saying someth- you said you didn't want to be and then you didn't finish..." he asked.

"You know what I was gonna say," I mumbled and closed my eyes, turning on my left side so that I could finally try to get some rest.

"Were you going to say that you don't want to be with me?" He asked.

"Mhmm," I hummed.

"Why?"

"Because, Jahseh, you're stressing me out."

"I apologize," he stated.

"It's okay, I just can't be with you, for my own good."

"Well what about me? What about for my good."

"You have Geneva you'll be fine," I mumbled.

"What the hell, Kye."

"Don't act like you weren't just texting and FaceTiming her last night, when you thought I was sleep."

"W-What?"

"Yeah you didn't think I knew that now did you?" I asked.

"Baby.."

"It's over Jahseh, let's just focus on the baby."

"Can't we work this out?"

"Three times, Jahseh."

"What?"

"Three times, you've cheated on me with her, three times, you let her break us up. That shows how much respect and love you have for me."

"I'm done with her I swear," he pleaded as he touched my hands.

I snatched them away, "I don't care to hear it. Leave me be."

"Kye please?" He begged.

"Grow some balls, that begging shit is dead unattractive," I rolled my eyes and sighed. "I'm moving out, and if all goes well and this baby is okay, that will be the only reason to still talk to you."

"But I love you."

"No you don't. You don't hurt and cheat on people you love."

"I-"

"Shut the fuck up im trynna sleep."

"That's why she got better pussy than you, since you wanna be a little bitch."

"Go fuck her then, ain't no body makin you stay, man I hope this ba-" I was cut off when the doctor and nurse walked in.

"Hello, we got your results." The nurse said.

I sat up, "Okay. What's wrong?"

"You're on the verge of miscarriage, your baby seems to be dying slowly, it's only about 30% alive." The doctor said.

"What?" I gasped.

"What we can do is keep you here for supervised bed rest and give you vitamins and meds. Things of that sort, and we can bring your baby back to full health. We can't say for sure, but your chances are high if you follow all instructions."

"Yeah shell stay ," Jahseh told the doctor.

I don't want this baby.

"Yeah I'll stay." I nodded my head.

"And we should also tell you, your stress levels seems to be extremely high. So we should eliminate all sources of stress," the nurse explained.

"Well he can't be here then," I nodded my head to Jahseh. "At all."

"What it's my baby too?" He looked at me.

"Yeah And it's my body and my health." I stated. "He has to leave."

"Okay, sir we are gonna have to ask you to leave the property."