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fifty eight- idontwannabeyouanymore

-tell the mirror what you know she's heard before-

Remember that all tea and gossip will be spilled at the end of the chapter. Stay tuned for that.

-ℤ𝕒'𝕂𝕪𝕖𝕝𝕒 𝕎𝕠𝕠𝕕𝕤-

I sighed as i sat on the counter of the bathroom, while Jahseh held the pregnancy tests in his hands, waiting to see the results.

"Man," he sighed.

"I don't know why you're making me take more tests if you just seen the ones I took this morning," I rolled my eyes and glared at him.

"Wassup with these mood swings, you just all giggly talking about McDonalds and shit," he groaned.

"Shut the fuck up," I rolled my eyes as I watched Jahseh read the tests over.

"They are positive," he mumbled.

"Well goddamn who would have thought that they'd say that?" I sarcastically gasped.

"You know what Kye I'm about sick of your attitude," he said as he shoved the pregnancy tests in the box they came in.

"You know what Jahseh, I'm about sick of you nutting in me," I smiled. "Look at you now."

"Man fuck you," Jahseh said and walked out of the bathroom.

"Bet." I mumbled and stepped off the counter. I walked back through the bedroom and into the guest room where my brother, Chuco, lay asleep in the bed. I closed the door and climbed into the bed with him.

"What's wrong?" He asked me.

"He hurt my feelings," I sniffed.

"What happened?" He sat up and pulled his T-shirt on.

"He was saying he doesn't believe me that I'm pregnant, because his ex lied. But lowkey like what do I got to lie for? He acts like someone wants to be pregnant. I'm nineteen years old, why would I want to be pregnant?" I rolled my eyes.

"So then he made me take two new pregnancy tests in front of him, and I don't care because again I'm not lying. And so then he was just making me mad already because he was accusing me of lying. So then after I told him I was tired of him bussin in me after he said he was tired of Me, he said fuck you and then I came in here cause I don't wanna be alone," I explained.

"What the fuck is this guys problem bro?" My brother sat up and climbed out of the bed.

"where are you going?" I asked him.

"To handle this shit. You guys always fighting about some irrelevant ass shit bro," he said loudly as he started to walk down the hallway to Jahsehs bedroom.

"It's fine. At this point I'm getting an abortion anyways," I said.

"No the fuck you're not Za'Kyela," he stopped in the middle of the hallway and yelled at me.

"I am," I said.

"Why?"

"Because I can not afford a child right now. Moms sick, I have to pay her medical bills. I'm definitely not finna be no single unmarried mother. I don't have the means to take care of a child right now," I yelled back at him.

"Can y'all shut the fuck up!" Jahseh yelled as he came into the hallway to break up the argument.

"Do you hear this girl? She's trying to get a fucking abortion," Chuco told Jahseh.

"You're not getting an abortion," Jahseh told me.

"It's my choice, I can do what the hell I want. And I don't want a baby right now. I'm not ready to be a mom," I told them.

"I don't give a shit Za'Kyela," Chuco yelled.

"Yeah because you won't have to take care and provide for the kid," I told him.

"Okay well I do and you're not killing my first baby," Jahseh told me.

"It's not your first baby, remember you got that whore pregnant too," I spoke and then walked away. I walked to the guest room where I left my packed suitcase and I grabbed my suitcase. I hadn't unpacked yet so all I did was slide on my Sandles and grabbed my phone, wallet, and keys before leaving out of the room.

"Where the hell are you going?" Jahseh asked me.

"Don't worry about it," I rolled my eyes as I walked past him and down the stairs.

"We are together and your pregnant with my baby, so yes, I can worry about it," Jahseh told me as he followed me down the stairs.

"Well in the next 24 hours, only one of those things will be true," I said and walked out of the front door, I ran to my car and threw my suitcase into the back seat.

"Yo you're not leaving," Jahseh yelled as he came running down the driveway. I quickly climbed into the backseat and locked my car doors.

I climbed into the front seat and started my car.

Jahseh knocked on my window, " open the door Kye." He told me.

"No," I said.

I saw Jahsehs eyes go wide as he started to bang on my window, "Get out the car someone's in there!" He yelled.

"What?"

"Get out of the fucking car! Someone's right there!"

I turned around and then I was hit over the head with something.

"Kye!"