Bliss | Sarah Paulson

Billie Dean Howard

Did you know that Billie Dean Howard is my mother's friend. Yeah, THE Billie Dean Howard, the medium. She was our neighbor for, I didn't even know for how long. She was always there, always near me. I always was mesmerized by what she was doing. That she could talk to ghosts, but sometimes I was really worried about her. But I would never tell her that. When I moved out to go to the university, she was there too. She helped me with my stuff and placed it inside my car. My mom was working, that's why Billie offered to help me.

"You know, you don't have to do all of this?" I said to her. She looked up and smiled. She wiped the sweat from her forehead with the back of her hand and I studied her. She bit her lip and looked my up and down. I had some sport clothes on and a while ago, I noticed that Billie had started to stare at my ass and I purposely bend down more often for her.

She was always beautiful, even as a kid I found her beautiful, but now it's different. As I got older, I noticed how extremely good looking she was and began to observe her more.

"Oh it's okay, I'm glad that I can help you. I hope you will come and visit me" she said and picked another carton up. I looked to her and thought about what she just said to me. "I mean, your mom" Billie coughed and looked away. I hummed and saw the redness of her cheeks. She placed the carton in my car and looked at me.

"You know, I like to visit you sometimes Billie" I said and walked to her. Her satin blouse was slightly showing her bra and I looked at it. "I really really like to visit you" I whispered and turned back around. I grabbed the last carton and put it away. "Okay I think I will leave now" I said and looked to Billie again.

I wanted to hug her, but she grabbed my chin and said "No, you can't just leave like that." "What? Why not?" "Because you're a fucking tease" she said and kissed me harshly. "Billie, you're my mom's friend" I giggled and kissed her again. "I don't care. I waited so fucking long to do this. I wanted to kiss you the moment you turned 18, but it was never the right time. And now you're leaving and God knows when you're coming back or if you're in a relationship the next time we see each other" Billie told me and dragged me inside her house.

"Billie" I sighed and she walked to her bedroom with me. "I can't wait any longer" Billie didn't stopped talking. "Billie!" I shouted at her. She turned around quickly and looked shocked at me. "What?" she asked confused. "I wanted to kiss you a long time ago" I said to her and brushed some hair off her face. "Really?" I nodded and told her "Yes, you were always there when I grew up. I found you so beautiful and wanted to be like you as a child, but a few years ago something inside my head snapped. Since then you're not just beautiful, but so damn hot to me."

My cheeks reddened and my fingers ghosted over her blouse. "I wanted to take those damn satin blouses off of your body so many times, but I had never the chance" I whispered and opened a button. Billie took a deep breath and kissed me again. "Now you have the chance." "Do you want it?" I asked and looked at her. "Do I want? Baby, you're younger than me. You should be sure if you want this" Billie whispered and caressed my cheek.

I nodded and kissed her. We stumbled to her bed and undressed each other.