Bliss | Sarah Paulson

Hypodermic Sally

I sat at the bar and drowned my frustration in alcohol. My eyes wandered to Sally all the time and a deep sigh escaped my lips. "Go and talk to her" Liz said to me and I shook my head. "I can't" I whispered and took a large sip from my drink. "Why not? What happened between you two? she asked me and my eyes traveled back to the blonde woman in one of the booths.

"She choose John instead of me" I growled and hit my hand with the glass onto the table. The glass shattered and I hissed loudly. My hand started bleeding and I stood up. "(Y/N) wait" Liz said, but I walked to the lift. I felt eyes on me and turned around. Sally was watching me and I  saw something in her eyes. She stood up and wanted to walk to me, but I quickly turned around and pressed the button for my floor.

It was a dumb idea to run away from Sally, because she was a ghost and could appear anywhere. As I exited the lift and headed for me room, she was already there and waited for me. I wanted to ran away again, but she yelled "Stop" and I couldn't walk away. The blood from the cut on my hand dripped down to the floor and Sally came to me.

She grabbed my hand and looked at the cut. "We need to stitch this" she said and I pulled my hand away. "No not from you" I said angry and walked to my room. I opened the door and slammed it shut. Sally appeared on my bed and I screamed. "Don't do this" I screamed at her and tears started to flow down. "Why are you so angry with me?" Sally asked me confused. "Really? I have all the right to be angry with you! Fuck Sally, you choose John. You made me fall in love you and now? You horrible Sally, I hate you! I hate that I love you and it's your fault I'm stuck here in this fucking hotel!"

I screamed so much that my voice was nearly gone and I felt exhausted. My body fell onto my bed and I hugged myself. "What do you mean with stuck?" A loud sob came from me and Sally grabbed me and turned me towards her. Tears streamed down her beautiful face and she yelled at me "What did you do?" My eyes widened at her outburst and I pushed some hair away from my head.

Sally gasped and touched the hole in my skull. "Why?" she asked my and cried. "I wanted to be with you but you choose John" I whispered and looked down. "I just wanted for you to be safe and don't end like me my love." Sally caressed my cheek, but I pulled back. "I love you Sally and I thought you loved me too." "I love you too baby girl, I was with John because I wanted him to look after you, when you're not in the hotel anymore."

"Yeah but that's irrelevant now" I whispered and Sally pushed my head up and kissed me lightly on the lip. "Don't leave me alone Sally" my voice was just a low whisper, but she heard me nonetheless. She shook her head and kissed me again.