Struggles Of Living In A Society

Goodbye For Now

    As written in the title, this is the last part of this incredibly bad bad bad book. I can't even call it a book. UGHHH.
    Okay, so this the last part because after this week my school is starting and I know that I will never ever be able to write anything. This is going to a goodbye to each and every single soul who read this "book" and a big thanks to all the people who read this "book". I suck at goodbyes.
    The only reason why I wrote this "book" was that I wanted to WRITE and I was getting bored. At the end I ended up writing this "book" and I am glad that I was finally able to open up about myself. This sole purpose of this "book" was to tell people to wake up and do something about this society. (Something which I wasn't able to express in this "book")
     I am beyond happy right now. Because I think I have shared those moments of my life and my society, from which people feel embarrassed and shy away. I am glad that finally I was capable of writing about my honest feelings and thoughts on our conservative society. To be extremely honest, maybe everyone doesn't sucks or maybe everyone isn't that cruel or maybe everyone isn't that conservative or maybe everyone isn't dumb. But one I thing I do know is that there are very few people who are not like this. There are very few people who don't share such traits.
   If you can come and tell me to shut up then always remember that I can also tell you to shut up. If you can tell us to shut our pretty little mouths because we are women and our only job should be to shut up, obey you like a list puppy or like a slave, be your sex toy, carry your children for nine whole fucking months and then lose a shit ton of blood for that child and still not get any respect. Then OH GOD, you are so fucking wrong. If you think that the only job of an unmarried woman is to learn how to cook, learn how to do kitchen chores, learn how to do house chores and learn how to just nod your head or stay silent at no matter what the fuck other person says. Then you are so fucking wrong.
    Because we are more than just silent human beings who obey you and do whatever the fuck you say. We are human beings just like you are. We are people who belong from the same race of species as you. We also want respect. We also want to give our opinions. We also want to interact with the world just like you do.
            WE WANT TO LIVE LIKE
       EVERY OTHER HUMAN BEING
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     As being a woman, I hate it when someone says "that no matter how much you study right now, it's gonna be  useless in the future. Because you have to get married and then give birth to children. And the sole purpose of your education is honestly, just so you can raise literate children and educated children".
     Like what the hell, I am getting educated because I want to have a good future. A future in which I don't tell others that your education is useles, a future in which I can live freely, a future in which I will be an educated person of this society and will try my best with my knowledge to stop this behavior of our society, to stop these acts of illiteracy, to tell people to keep their conservative ideas to themselves and their just a whole a lot of things I can do with my education and knowledge.
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    At lastttttt, I will say this whole experience of writing this book was very fun and I enjoyed a lot while writing this book. God I am acting like this book is famous AAFFF. Anyways, this was a very good experience. Also it's a GOODBYE FOR NOW because for now I am going to end this book but I think next year (if I will be alive) I will write again and it might be about the incidents which happened after this "book".
     I personally don't want to stop writing this book right now but I have to because I won't be getting even a second free once school opens. Honestly I am extremely tensed about my result which will come next month on 20th. So please pray if you are a religious person and if you are an atheist or a non believer (to all the non believers I highly respect your opinion and I in no way am trying to make you feel or am offending you) then please give me your best wishes.
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   Stay safe and take care. Try to speak up for your problems and don't hide them. In fact never hide your feelings because they once you swallow your feelings especially the bad ones, they eat you up completely from the inside and then the only thing you do is that you try to escape that monster but you barely make any success before it completely eats you up. And eventually you lose everything you have and by everything I mean each and every single thing.
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   Best wishes and good luck for your future. All the best for each and everyone's future who are reading this and have read it.
    May God be with you in the times of sorrow, grief, happiness, pain, joy, loneliness and through every hardship of your life etc. Ameen
    May you keep yourself composed in the times of sorrow, grief, happiness, pain, joy, loneliness and through every hardship etc. And I pray that everyone gets a logical explanation of what's happening. 
      ( Second prayer is for all my non believer readers and to everyone else please respect them. No matter what they belong from the same species as us ).
       
            Lots of love to everyone.
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