I Want You. Nothing Else, Just You.
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"People need to learn how to find happiness within themselves."
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It's been a year, I really don't know what just happened. It is just like a bubble that easily gone. Sabi nga nila, ang lalaking madaling nakapag-sabi ng "I love you" o "Mahal kita" sayo ay madali lang din bawiin ang salitang ito. Siguro kasi ang tunay na pag-ibig, mahirap i-confess dahil ayaw nila ng rejection. Pero kung madali niya lang na-express ang "Pagmamahal" niya sa'yo, magamba ka na dahil hindi ito totoo. Paano? Kasi there is a guy, that I thought he is the one and only but we ended up together broken 'cause there is no forever.
"Uy, mahal kita."
Ayan nanaman si Marvin Lim, nang t-trip nanaman. He said that in million times for Pete's sake! Nakaka-rindi na ang boses niya, he also gave me letters and messages trough online to express that words. I really don't believe in fairytails, just be realistic that there is no prince charming. Those "Prince Charming" never exists.
"I love you, taba."
Hindi ko siya pinapansin kasi wala akong panahon para sakanya. We've been together in just a couple of months because we're classmates. Imagine. how can he say those words? Is he really meant to say those words in his serious voice? No it can't be, because we don't know each other, not that deep.
"Pakinggan mo naman kasi ang nararamdaman ko. Paniwalaan mo naman kasi ako. Mahal nga kasi kita."
Naging mas close kami dahil nga classmates kami, lagi kaming partner sa school activities, school works at suma-sama rin siya paminsan-minsan sa tropa ko. Dahil nga mabait ang tropa ko, hinahayaan lang nila kaya tumatahimik lang kami, pero deep inside gustong-gusto ko na siyang patayin.
"Ako na gagawa ng assignments mo simula ngayon. I mean, mga assignments pala natin."
Mas lalo kaming naging close dahil na rin siguro sa mga efforts na ginagawa niya. Nakaka-tuwa dahil advantage din pala kapag meron kang Marvin, na gagawa ng assignments, makokopyahan mo ng seatworks at tutulungan ka sa projects. One time nga tinanong ko siya kung bakit ako? Pero sa lalim ng sagot niya, hindi ko na-intindihan.
"It's crazy because I don't even know when you became so important to me. It's like watching a snowstorm. You see the flakes falling, but you don't realize how they're adding up. Then suddenly, your whole lawn is covered. All these little things have added up, and you're my snowstorm, baby. Why you? Simple, 'cause I'm madly in-love with you since I first saw you."
Doon ko na-realize na seryoso pala talaga siya sa isang tulad kong simpleng tao. Pero doon din nag simula ang pang bu-bully sakin. Sinasaktan na ako ng mga babae ng hindi alam ni Marvin, syempre ayokong ipa-alam sakanya ang nangyayari sakin. Sino ba naman ako para mag sumbong sakanya at ayoko nang lumala pa ang away. Pinili kong lumayo sakanya, dahil si Marvin naman talaga ang dahilan nila kung bakit nila ako sinasaktan.
