(JANTHONY) And They Were Roommates...

The Sawyer Soo Pamphlet

Anthony's Pov:

I hadn't slept in a week, I was weak and awake without Jasmine. I turned over on my other side looking at blaring red numbers on her alarm clock that read 1:30 A.M.

I sighed turning back over to look around her room, yes her room, it was comfortable especially with her away; I also had rehersal at 10, so I needed to sleep now or I would be tired. As If that would help.

Damn Anthony, you really are helpless without her...and with her, I thought. I sighed again, as if it would make me fall asleep any faster. Today felt....off, not just because Jasmine wasn't here, I had a bad feeling something bad was going to happen.

I was anxious, I needed to sleep, Jas had only been gone for less than one day and I miss her so much already. She is going to be gone for the week. This is BS.

I turned back around taking in the rest of her room, slowly my breathing steadied as I fell asleep.

The squawking of the alarm on my phone made me jump up; it was loud considering the now quiet apartment. I groaned as I leaned over the bed to turn off the alarm.

The time read 8:30 AM, 2 hours till rehersal started.

I quietly got out of bed to match the silence of the apartment. I miss her so much; why am I so clingy? What does she see in me? Okay, now I'm just being pathetic.

I ran my fingers through my hair as a took out a pan and put it on the island counter. I breathed out through my nose, finding no motivation to cook.

I gave up and put the pan back after 20 minutes of staring at it, which led me to the bathroom to take a shower, brush my teeth. The usual, but just around this time Jasmine would be dancing and singing around the noisy apartment.

I laughed at the remembrance of her antics. I quickly threw on a tight black t shirt and a pair of sweatpants. Grabbing my keys I looked around and left the apartment, shutting the door behind me quietly.

I walked a few blocks to a coffee shop, cause I can. As I walked in I pulled out my wallet not paying attention to where I was going.

As I made my way to the counter I felt another body agaisnt mine with a large splash and then iced cold coffee. I quickly managed to grab the person's hand and pull then up to apologize. But as their gaze met mine, my body froze. Incapable of moving or doing anything.

Why does the world hate me?

She used my hand to get herself up off the floor, she glared at me then her face softened when she realized who I was.

"Well, Well, what do we have here" She let out a chuckle.

I started to stutter as I felt her hands come in contact with my shoulders. I finally closed my mouth, not saying anything.

She is the reason I had depression, probably PTSD, but that's not important.

She pouted when she didnt get a response, "what's the matter baby."

I sighed pulling my self away from her and going to the counter to get a few napkins to clean up the mess.

I bent down in front of her starting to clean up the mess, knowing she wouldn't, I felt tears prick my eyes remembering how she used me.

"Awww, you still working for me." She said softly.

"No" I muttered.

She glared at me, bending over to lift my chin making me look at her. Her dark brown eyes met mine.

I pulled away from her, getting up and throwing away the used napkins, going towards the door.

Remember was Jas told you Anthony, get it together, she doesn't deserve you, when she wasn't there for me, Jas was.