(JANTHONY) And They Were Roommates...

* Roughly A Month Later *

Anthony's Pov:

Jasmine has been acting strange for the past week, Pip kept taking her away to talk or something every time Jas looked at me.

This time after she came out the back room with Pip she grabbed my arm and took me up to the roof. A million thoughts ran through my head.

What if Jasmine is cheating on me and is actually gay for Pippa? They have been spending a lot of time together. And she has been acting weird around me. OMG, SHES GONNA BREAK UP WITH ME!!!

Tears starting making their way down my face. I love her so much. She finally opened the door to the roof and dragged me out. She sat on the bench, the same bench from a month ago, she turned to me and let out a breath she had been holding in for while.

"Jasmine, are you going to break up with me" I said shakily and rather quiet.

"What?" she said shocked her mouth agape. "No baby, no, I'm not, trust me" she said to me. I let out a sigh of relief.

"But...."she started again getting my attention, "there is something else that could jeopardize ..... us" she said gesturing between us, avoiding my gaze.

"W-what do you m-mean?" I said shakily, she grabbed my hand noticing this. Anxiety is always on duty, and now is no exception.

"Pippa found out" she said as straightforward as humanly possible.

I really had nothing against the cast or Pip, but I wanted this to be a special thing between just me and Jas without all the attention on us. Doing the only thing I could think of, I ran.

All the way to my dressing room, locking the door to my personal area. I frantically started searching the room till I reached the cabinet, I promised Jasmine I wouldn't, but I have too!!!!

My head hurt debating whether or not to do it. Panicking I slit down my wrist with the blade. Except now I was pouring blood. Crap, I didn't mean to cut so deep.

Disregarding the consequences I continue to slit down my wrist as I panicked. Still cutting deep, I thought to myself about why I deserved every one of these. I know I was overdramatic with the Pippa thing, but it's been so long trying to keep this a secret and I've almost ruined it. I was such a burden and a handful. Why does Jasmine even bother with me?

Tears clouded my vision as I out down the blade. Erase the pain with more pain. That was the plan. I felt so...... satisfied. Just doing that again let out so much relief.

After a while of staring into an oblivion, I realized someone was banging on the door. Shit, I went to open the door, but quickly realized that arm was coated with dried blood and open cuts. Even better, yay.

Jasmine's Pov:

" Oh my gosh, Daveed." I cried, " please just open the damn door"

"Its not like your his girlfriend or something, or is their something we all don't know" only I saw but Pippa raised an eyebrow at this.

"Ughhhhh" I groaned

"You do know he might be naked in their changing" Daveed said as he folded his arms, the key in his right hand.

"So." I shouted. "I've seen him naked before, jeez Daveed, it's nothing I haven't seen before!" I shouted a bit too loud. People started going over and looking into the room, I felt my face heat up.

"You've seen what now" Oak walked into the room and said.

I quickly grabbed the key from Daveed, and unlocked the door, throwing the keys back walking in and slamming the door shut as I looking into the room, the lights were off. I turned the flashlight on my phone on, looking around, I saw a glimmer of metal, turning the light back to it, it was a blade. Tears filled my eyes as I saw a freckled hand clutching it.

The hand clutching it was limp but still had a tight grasp around it. I gasped as I moved the light around a bit trying to enlighten his whole body. I moved towards him taking a closer look only to find another limp arm but this time covered in scarlett blood. This time a sob made it past my lips as I tried to refrain myself from making too much noise. I made my way around the room looking for the light switch. Once I found it I flipped it causing the bright light to illuminate the once gloomy room.

I turned back to the almost lifeless body, acknowledging the blood stains on the floor. I let a few more sobs escape, I bent down next to his body, grabbing the needed utensils to clean his arm.

After taking my time and cleaning up all the blood, I saw the depth in which he cut. I didnt think it would be this bad. I kissed his nose, noticing his almost still breathing.

I didn't notice the door behind me opening and then closing itself once more. I sobbed harder into hsi shoulders, not having the motivation to do any. A figure rubbed my shoulder comfortingly.

In the back of my mind I heard a voice say:

Call the hospital you dumbass.

It was Ants voice. Then joined by everyone else in the cast. They were all yelling at me. Then Ants eyes opened to reveal a reddish brownish coloring rather then his usually green eyes.

I turned around to see a bunch of heads whispering insults at me.

"No. No. No. Noo. Please. No. Stop" I cried at them, Ant suddenly stopped breathing underneath me. I felt a rather warm embrace, I felt myself get tied up and unable to move, unable to breathe, unable to do anything.

"Stop. Stop. Stop. STOP" I yelled.

So that's the tea kids, just you wait for next chapter!!! ❤ sorry if I made you cry, aka jamie!