(JANTHONY) And They Were Roommates...

Times Up, Go Say your Prayers

Tw: Suicide Attempt and Deep
Thinking
like I'm really fucking sorry this is so short and it is a pile of shit. But I'm really looking forward to my new series, so this book is probably gonna have one more chapter.

Jasmine's Pov:

I ran up the stairs not even stopping to catch my breath.

"Ant," I wheezed frantically looking around.

"Jasmine?" I heard a voice from near by.

I looked at the edge of the building where Anthony was sitting.

"Anthony," I starts pleading, "please come down,"

"Why should I? What would that do? If I die what difference would that make? No one cares and if I did the world moves on.

Society doesnt care, and it's even worse that the people around me are society. It doesnt matter who you are Jasmine." He turned to look at me.

"I've worked hard my whole life for what, what am I doing for anyone? Bad things will always happen. If you haven't noticed no matter we try to make things as realistic as possible they end up happy. Take In The Heights, do you really think Usnavi wouldve stayed on that barrio is he was given the chance to leave.

In Hamilton it's a real story, it ends with Alexander dying. Like half the people die or some shit. We all die, one way or another."

"This doesnt have to be that way," I said reaching out.

"You're right," he shrugged.

"Anthony, get down then, please,"

"It doesnt have to be that way, but it could be that way Jasmine. The cast hates me, my crazy bitch ex from highschool is after me still, that could all change in one swift moment he said swinging his feet over the edge.

"People care about you,"

"But do they care about my situation, men who are raped are even acknowledged at this point. Cause society is fucked up, so messed up to the point where I dont know right from wrong."

I stayed silent, he was right, when the fuck did he find the time to think about shit like this.

"The day is longer than you really think," he chuckled.

I looked up at him.

"Anthony, do you know how much you mean to me, dont do this to yourself, please, I'm begging you to get down, you have so much to live for. Dont give up just yet Anthony, I love you." I broke down falling to my knees. That's when I felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

"Anthony.."

"I cant watch you suffer Jasmine, go inside, let me end things,"

"No Anthony, you need to stay with
me," I said shaking my head violently as my hair stuck to my face on account of my tears and sweat.

"Jasmine-"

"No Anthony, I want a future with you, one where we get married and have children and we get a house and have 2 cats and a-" my lip starts quivering and I started shaking.

"Jasmine, I'll go inside," Anthony said.

I looked up at him smiling softly, wipping my tears away.

A/N:What the Fuck was that