Light Red Eyes || KimTaeyung

Chapter 20

Two hands suddenly grabs you. Your eyes fly open while you scream in fear.

"Sttt Soojin, don't worry. It's me"

You see Taehyung holding you with two hands on the bed.

"Wh- what are you doing?" You say weakly while looking at him. You are still really tired.

"Euhm sorry..." He let go of you and sits besides you on the bed.

Your brain is totally confused. You can't remember what happend.

"You were screaming Soojin.." He tells you worried.

"Well of course I do. When you suddenly grab me like that" 

"No... You screamed before that. From fear I guess. You sounded terrified."

"And when was I-" Suddenly you remember everything.

SunLee who got treated by Jungkook. The wound with the silver knife. The syrince in your neck again. Everything black. The strange room were you woke up in. The awful pain. Fainting and the flashback of the moment you wish you would never see again... The death of your parents.

"Hey, you are almost healed! You look better and-"

"It was your fault.." You whisper intrupting Taehyung

"What? What's our fault?" Taehyung looks confused.

"Because of you I had that flashback... Because of what Namjoon gave me.." You whisper again.

"I didn't know that. Namjoon gave that to you because you needed to heal fast. Your whole body was in shock."

"No... NO!" You shout now at him. He jumps in surprise.

"Because of you I saw all those things again what I tried to forget!!" You shout. The fear you felt earlier comes back.

You see it all again. Your mom and father dead. All those years you tried your best to forget all of there memories but they come now back like a boomerang.

You start crying. You can't help it. All your emotions are building up inside you.

"No listen, it was the only way so we could save you."

That wound. Because of the fight with Jungkook you were injured. All because of them.

"No! It's all your and your stupid friend Jungkook!Don't you know how terrible it was to see my parents death again?! Why did you even kidnapped me?!" You shout while the tears are rolling over your cheeks.

"You really weren't safe anymore there. We had to take you with us. Now you are safe princess."

"Stop calling me like that! I will never be your princess! Stop it and let me go back to my friends!"

All the emotions you kept are now bursting out of you.

"Soojin... Please calm down. It's okay. You are just in shock of what you saw in that flashback." He looks at you with sympathy.

"Just in shock?! Seeing my parents getting killed in front of me?! Seeing myself killing a man when I'm freaking 6?! How can I be a little bit shocked?!"

Then you realized what you said. You put your hand on your mouth in shock while your eyes widen.

You never told anyone about the man you killed. Not even Lisa. It haunts you. You were angry and scared that moment and never learned to control your powers. You couldn't hold them back.

Still you're blaming yourself. Every time you think of that moment again, you hate yourself.

Still with your hands on your mouth, you start sobbing quietly.

"I'm a monster.." You whisper.

Taehyung who was all the time really calm looks at you straight into your eyes.

"No, you are gonna listen very good. You are not a monster! The blacks, they are monsters. They kill without mercy. They enjoy it because they are mafia. You killed him because you never learned about your powers. Please princess, you are not a monster." He says while putting a hand on your cheek.

"What am I then?" You whisper while crying softly. "Why do I live? My parents are dead because of my powers... They are dead because of m-"

Taehyung interrups you "Don't even think about finishing that sentence." He says with a deep voice while looking straight into your eyes.

You look at him while he strokes your cheek. He wipes your tears away.

"You are beautiful Soojin..." He says while looking at your face.

You are lost in his eyes for a second but then the reality hits you again.

No you are not beautiful. You are an awful killing machine. You are a monster. Unfortunately he will never understand.

"Why did you kidnap me?" You ask while changing the subject.

He sighs. "It is for your own good. The blacks are looking for you everywhere. You are safe here."

"And my friends? My school? My freedom? You can't just kidnap me and think I'm okay with this!"

He holds you shoulders to calm you down. "No listen Soojin. Your life is in danger."

"My life?! Your life! If the blacks find out that you keep me here, you are dead! Let me run away so nobody get hurt!" You say while breathing heavily.

You are still weak from the 3 syringes in you neck. After the 5 years that the blacks kidnapped you, the left side of your neck became your weak spot.

"Don't worry about my safety but I can't let you leave..." He whispers.

"Why? Why can't you let me leave? I don't understand"

He looks away, avoiding eye contact.

"Why Taehyung? Why can't you let me go and run away. Why do you want me here?" You ask softly

"B-because I-I..." He stutters while letting your shoulders go.

"Answer me KimTaehyung" You find his behavior strange.

"You are safer here" He says abruptly.

"What? Okay then, let me tell you something. I find it really sweet that you want to protect me but you can't take everything away from me that means a lot to me! My friends! God Lisa..." You shake your head holding the tears back but you realize something.

"You can't just kidnap me you stupid*ss! If the police finds out about this you will get in trouble!"

A small smile appears on his face.

"What is so funny?!"

He chuckles now lightly. "Ah princess... Unfortunately I can kidnap you"

You don't understand. You look at him totally confused.

"Let me tell you this Princess" He looks into your eyes. They are turning now totally dark red.

"I'm KimTaehyung, Soojin but people call me Mr Kim here." He smiles while watching your reaction.

You feel like you got a kick into your stomach. It finally hits you. All the puzzle pieces are falling in place.

That's the reason why he knows so much about the Blacks. That's also the reason why he stayed calm when you told him about the man you've killed.

Why didn't you see that sooner.

7 young boys, living in this mansion all together.

Taehyung is the leader of the Kim Mafia...

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To make things clear, the Blacks are just as Taehyung's group a mafia