Poems Made By The Heart

Soulmate

All my life i believed in the word "soulmate"
But right now that word feels my heart with hate
The thought of someone out there made perfectly for you
It always sounded to good to be true.

Took me a while to actually find it
And took me longer to actually believe in it
And i did,and i told you you were it
But i guess i wasn't your it.

You looked at me like I've gone mad
But my heart was filled with love and i have never been sure of anything in my life
And i had to let you know
But you took it as a bitter truth,somewhat as sharp knife.

Silence filled your reply
Thought a same reply is what i would receive
But all i saw was disbelieve
Disbelieve in my love for you
And that what i said became an issue.

You told me you were scared
Scared that you might not feel the same way about me
And i said one day you will,we'll just got to wait and see
Then you ended all of it,like you never even cared.

I am not saying i hate the idea of a soulmate
But i wish i could forget that date
Forget the way i felt
And forget if any of that was ever real.