Chapter 17

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I felt like my strength, energy and life was taking away more and more. So I closed my eyes to never see anything, never hear anything to never live...

Grayson's POV
I went from the warehouse early in the morning and went to the hotel. Probably I wanted to meet Hayley at the beach. But she wasn't there. Then I heard screaming: "Help! Please!" It was HER. I quickly jumped into the water with my clothes on. I didn't care about it. All I cared about was her seeing alive. I dived to find her, I swam further and further. I thought that I lost her but then I saw her necklace, again. It was slowly coming down, I took it and understood that she went deeper than necklace could, so I quickly dived deeper in this place and saw her. I caught her and we emerged together.

I quickly put her down and started calling her and slapping her

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I quickly put her down and started calling her and slapping her. I started making artificial respiration for her, but then I saw Cole running to us and I said: "Cole, she needs an artificial respiration. You should do it. Even though she was already woken up, she just needed to be called and shaken a little bit. But I couldn't let either of them know that I technically kissed her. Cole started making mouth-to-mouth to her, but was making it wrongly, thank God I made it correctly and she had been alive, by the time he came.

She woke up and Cole hugged her. "You are alive!"– he screamed. "What happened?"– she asked. "Cole made you mouth-to-mouth to save you!"– I said. "Cole, thank you a lot for saving me!"– she screamed. I was hurt, but it made me feel better to understand that she is alive. So I went to my apartment not to see their hugs, kisses, not to hear sweet words and probably love. I was so angry and hurt at the same time. My life didn't start perfectly and I think it will end the same.

I went upstairs to my apartment but then I remembered her necklace in my pocket, so I went to her room and put it on the table and went back to my room. I changed my clothes and when it was time for the breakfast I went downstairs. I just said that I want my food in my apartment and I got back to my room. I was eating the salad and started thinking about Hayley. My head was full of thoughts about her. I just didn't understand how to call it, how to live with it, how to control it. I was lying in my bed, watching out the window and eating my food. But then I couldn't just be like that, so I went to the box club to make myself forget about her.

I beat people, they beat me, and I liked when they beat me, I thought that more the pain I get, more thoughts will go away, but in vain. I thought about her every second and I hated her for making me weak, for making me create my vulnerable point. I was bleeding, because I allowed a person to beat me. Then I just started laughing like a weirdo. Person I was fighting with was gone, and I was lying on the boxing ring, with a nose bleeding, with blood in my mouth and with a wide smile on my face. I was laughing out my pain, it happens when people get crazy, bizarre, call it as you want. I got crazy from feelings. Feelings?

Hayley's POV
I didn't go to the breakfast, because I was feeling myself bad. I still had some spasms in my leg and it was awful. I wanted to call Grayson, but didn't take the call. How strange.

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