Amora hasn't clocked in yet and it's already the afternoon. I've been thinking lately about how I'm supposed to live with her. What if I lose my cool and hurt her? I know she's not scared of me but she hasn't seen the other me. Yeah, when she first started working here I was bad but Amora has no idea how worse I can get.
I just feel relaxed when I'm with her, I appreciate all she's done for me. I didn't believe her when she said she likes me too, Amora isn't scared of me but out of all the people in the world you just happened to like me? But I will say she has good taste because I'm fine as wine.
"She'll be here soon, I promise," Jackie said rubbing my back up and down. "Don't make promises if you know you can't keep them." I hate to be the negative one in things but if I'm not who will?
I sighed sitting across from Jackie, it's time for my check-ins since I've been holding off on it all day. "Wednesday afternoon, the patient is perturbed. Please state your name and age."
I rolled my eyes and decided to cooperate. "Blythe Fayre, 19." I fiddled with my fingers still thinking about Amora. "Patient has been showing progress in the last month, the release date is next Monday."
I just want this to be over. I tell someone how I feel and this is what they do? I should've known better, next thing you know my release date comes and I'm still in here. "Sweetheart let's speed this up." I gave Jackie a weak smile as she looked at today's questions on her board.
"Describe your current behavior."
"Perfect, like a suck-up kid on the first day of school." I constantly looked at the door and each time there was nothing. "When you're released what are your plans?"
"Get a fucking job, I'm tired of being broke," I mumbled giving up on Amora. "For the past years you've been in the ward, describe your behavior back then."
"I was wild especially when y'all tossed me in that damn padded room. I wanted to rip my eyes out. But the past is the past and I'm 100 percent sane." I don't think anyone knows what happens in the padded room.
"End of session."
I let out a sigh of relief while Jackie laughed at me. "Now was that so hard?" Jackie grinned sliding the recorder over to me, I don't even bother with taking them from her.
"Jackie, why do people lie?" I asked resting my face in my palm. "She didn't lie to, she's just running late," Jackie said straightening out her scrubs.
"I hope so." I don't like when people lie to me, I don't like when I open up to people and they abandoned me. I hate feeling soft. Amora got my hopes up for absolutely nothing, but what can you do?
"Good afternoon! Sorry, I'm late!" Amora smiled rushing through the double doors, Just when I was about to start talking my shit.
"Hey, are you ready for check-ins?" Amora leaned in to kiss my cheek but I turned away. "Jackie did it already," I said sourly while she sat down across from me. "Oh, well then I will see you later. I still have to check out 3rd floor."
"Marie did it for you." I have yet to look her in the eyes. "Oh, okay," Amora said plainly. "You sure know how to get what you want." I finally looked at her and she gave me a blank stare.
"Blythe, I was late to work and that's it."
"Whatever you say, boss," I mumbled before standing up and stretching. My smile broke out as Amora got up hugging me. "Good afternoon, beautiful." Believe it or not but I do have manners and saying 'good afternoon' goes a long way.
"Tryna act all mad knowing damn well I'm the only one you like here," Amora uttered making me smile even more. "Yeah, whatever." I kissed her cheek softly.
I got a whole bunch of issues but Amora makes me feel like there's nothing wrong with me. I'd still be raising hell if she didn't work here, because we all know Jackie has no control over me.
Amora Wednesday night
I yawned taking off my scrubs hopping into bed, I can't go to sleep no matter how tired I am. As we know Blythes release date is Monday and it just gets closer and closer. I live in an apartment, it's not too flashy if I say so myself but it works for me.
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My parents paid the rent for the first few months I was living here, then I was on my own. I hope Blythe likes it and if she's gonna be living here we're gonna have some rules.
I spent all last night and this morning making a bulletin board for her. It's to help her get back on her feet, it helps her know where she can find a well-paying job. Then after that when she has some money to her name she'll be able to get a car. It's really a board with all the life and essentials she'll need.
Other than that I'm ready for her to come over, I want this to be a place she can call home. I worry about Blythe every second of the day, I don't know what else she has up her sleeve. She could be using me just so I could get her out the asylum.
The week is almost over and I don't work Saturday and Sunday, Monday I'm off cause that's the release date. Everything is falling in place.
I sat up pulling my bra over my head, I can't sleep without taking a shower it'll drive me nuts.
I always think about Blythes ex-girlfriend, she doesn't talk about her much even though Blythe is secretive about everything. I don't like to pry into her life but until she's ready to tell me it's none of my business.
Bitches would bring a nigga they met five seconds ago to their house but I bring someone I've known for a month to my house and suddenly I'm weird? Try again.
Boom
-How bad could Blythe get? -Will Blythe end up hurting Amora? -Awe how sweet is Amora -Could Blythe be using Amora?
