Psycho

9

Blythe
Friday

I spent last night in the padded after what happened with Jackie. I don't feel as guilty about it anymore but it's still wrong of me. I went outside with nurse Marie and a few other patients. It's a couple more days until I'm released and move in with Amora.

I decided to do something nice for her, I went out of my way and got some flowers for her. There's a garden out back with all types of flowers, Marie told me not to touch them but I don't listen. I held them behind my back trailing dirt inside the building. "For you my lady." I smiled holding them out for Amora.

"Why thank you." Amora took the flowers from me and gave me a kiss on the cheek as a reward. "Three more days." She said while wiping the dirt off her hands. "Until you're stuck with me." I joked.

"At least you'll be out of here." Amora came out from behind the front desk. I grabbed her waist holding her tightly. "You're so gay!" Amora laughed looking away from me. "Now you sound stupid." I laughed with her loosening my grip around her waist. "Yeah, whatever just give me a kiss so I can go back to work."

I don't really touch Amora in a sexual way, I tried to yesterday and that backfired. We just kiss each other on the cheek and leave it at that, we've never really done anything extreme. "I'll see you later." I kissed her forehead and let her go.

I don't know how I'm gonna get back on my feet once I get out of here, what if I'm broke? Or worse! I don't remember the last time I laid on a real bed! I don't even sleep here, I just stay up and you'd think I'd be 'c-word.' Amora doesn't like the C-R-A-Z-Y word so I have to say 'c-word.'

I weakly smiled at Jackie as she waved, what I did yesterday night was wrong but I would do it again. Just seeing another woman naked gets me... aroused, I don't even have to touch her but the sight of her is enjoyable.

"Stop staring, it's weird," Amora said throwing a piece of paper at me. I wonder how it feels inside her boxers, I'm curious of what her body is like underneath her scrubs. "Come here." Amora signaled me over with her finger and like a dog, I listened. "What can I do for you, beautiful?" I asked holding her from behind.

"You're acting so weird." She smiled. "But if I went the whole day without talking to you, you'd be on your ass." I scoffed letting her go. "Now what can I do for you?" 

"Nothing just wanted you around me."

"You're so gay," I said mimicking her from earlier today. "Oh shut up." Amora laughed sitting down in the rolling chair, spinning around in it. "I like having you around," Amora mentioned. Her voice is so raspy but I guess that's the Detroit inside her. "Even though we not in love with each other yet I still like you."

"Yeah, I like you too." I don't talk about my past relationships but I can tell you this one is the best I've been in.

"I hope you like it in my apartment, it's not a lot but it's better than here."

Anything is better than here. "I still don't know how how to thank you." This is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me, I've never been this happy before.

"I'm sure you'll think of something." Amora winked before spinning in her chair again.

I got a lot of blood on my hands but Amora acts like I'm the most innocent person she knows. One day I'll tell her what I was like before coming into the asylum, I'll tell her everything but until then she'll just have to hang in there.

I miss my mom and that's just something I never talk about. I'll never be able to forgive my father after what he did to her and for years it hurts me knowing that I couldn't do anything. No one has ever gotten me to talk about my parents or what it was like learning everything on your own. I keep to myself because you don't know the intentions people have.

For all I know I could be some lab experiment to Amora and my whole life is gonna become a documentary!

Amora

"Goodnight, see you on Monday." I cooed kissing Blythes cheek for the last time until Monday.  I went out of my way and took a couple of pictures of us just for the memories. Blythe will not smile in a picture! You have to try incredibly hard in order to get a smile.

"Bye Jackie, see you Monday." I waved goodbye to everyone and made my out the building. I sat in my car letting the minutes go by, I meant what I said earlier about liking Blythe. I know we're not in love with each other but that's gonna come sooner or later.

We like to keep to ourselves although it's a bad habit in a relationship we just can't change that. If she opened up to me then I would open up to her but Blythe doesn't move like that.

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I yawned getting out of the shower, my room is clean so all there I need to do is get in bed. I hung my towel up and jumped into bed wrapping myself in the covers. "This is the life." I let out turning off my tv. What would it be like to have Blythe hold me at night? I've never seen her in other clothes or what's underneath them.

I wonder what her favorite position is, we don't really touch each other in a sexual manner. I don't know if she likes to take things slow or if she likes getting straight to the point. Sometimes I think about going for it when we're in the padded room but I keep my cool.

I have a whole bunch of questions for her, we don't really know anything about each other. I don't know her favorite color, she doesn't know mine. Now that she's finally getting out the asylum we'll get a chance to be alone with each and not by hiding in some room.

There's so much Blythe and I haven't done but I'm telling you, we're in for a surprise.

Boom

-If you was in a asylum what you do? Tbh I don't even know, I guess i would cut up or something 💀
-Amora out here tryna get nasty😎
-what yu think it's gonna be like with Blythe living with Amora?