Psycho

24

Blythe
Tuesday afternoon

"Hi, handsome." Amora smiled opening the doors to the pharmacy. "You lost or something?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Are you still mad about yesterday?" Amora sighed grabbing my hand. "I don't know, am I ?"

"Blythe, you can't be serious."

"Serious as death," I said plainly before coming from behind the front desk. "I made you lunch." Amora followed me around.

"What do you want, huh? You want me to accept some shitty apology you pulled out of your ass?"

"Do you even love her at this point?!"

"Amora, I don't love you," I said looking at her. "Excuse me?"

"That's not what I meant to say, I don't know what I was trying to say but I know that's not what I meant." I chuckled grabbing both her hands.

"But do you love me?" Amora asked as her eyes filled with tears. "I- I don't know."

"Yes! You finally told her! You're free now."

"Blythe, I gotta go." She pulled away from me then turned around towards the doors. "Amora, wait." I sighed rubbing my temples. "I'll see you at home."

Great.

It was bad enough that I was mad at her but now I hurt her feelings and she already felt awful for last night.

"I don't know what to do." I sighed standing behind the cash register.

It's only a few more minutes until I go on break and now I have no idea how I'm gonna spend it.

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I sighed opening the bag of lunch Amora brought me.

"How cute." I chuckled looking at the sandwich she cut into a heart.

I get confused about my feelings sometimes but I know that I like Amora, I'm not in love with her but that day will soon come. We haven't even been dating that long so for me to say I'm in love with her would look... weird?

I will say that I do love her and I don't want anything to happen to her. If I had the chance to meet Amora before my life turned into this, I would take that chance.

Amora calms me down in ways that no one else could, not just sexually but mentally and emotionally. I know that sometimes I do get in these crazy moods and take it out on her but I'm trying really hard to control that.

"How's the wedding coming along?" John asked coming into the break room. "John, I'm not marrying Jackie, she's already married." I sighed taking a bite out of my sandwich.

"I have a girlfriend, we sleep together every night and visit each other at work every day." This rumor about me and Jackie is the number one thing that stresses Amora out, and me not doing anything about it adds more.

I do regret letting the Jackie situation go on for this long, but I thought Amora could handle it despite me coming home to her every night.

"John, I'm borrowing your car," I said finishing my sandwich. "Yeah, sure thing."

"Wasn't asking but okay." I chuckled putting my arms through my jacket sleeves.

Now, remember I'm not the best driver and I don't know much about the law but it's whatever.

"Okay, this is a lot more complicated than Amoras car," I mumbled buckling my seatbelt. "Push to start." I raised an eyebrow before pushing on the horn.