UNWANTED LOVE BY HIM

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Kevin POV

She was picking her words carefully it aggravated me. Every breath she took worried me I questioned myself wondering what she was going to ask me. 

Lily's POV

It was hard to form the question
I was going to ask. I wanted to ask if he wanted us to actually be a thing and if he was going to fuck me and leave me or if he just saw me as a Toy. All these questions were roaming my mind in the end I asked.

"Do you actually want to be with me, or do you just want to fuck around?"

Kevin's POV

I smirked.

"Well, I don't see how why we can't do both." I said.

I hoped she would be happy of my answer, but instead she stood up and walked downstairs. Right as I was going to walk after her the front door opened and in came Eva.
Great.

Lily's POV

I was hurt. Did he mean it in a good way, or does it mean he just wants me for his advantage. I just wanted to go home. I saw Eva walk in with grocery bags, so I helped her with them. I went to the guest room after helping her.

Eva came in the room.

"Hey are you okay?" She asked

"Yeah, I'm okay I'm just a little tired. I think I'm going to go home. Is that okay?" I asked.

"I thought you were staying the whole month. What's wrong sweetheart? Tell me it's, okay?"

I couldn't help it. I told her what had happened. I told her I didn't know what I felt towards Kevin and if it was love I felt did he love me too? I told her I was afraid to break once again.

After what seen like hours of me talking and crying. I was done. I said everything that had happened in 3 days. I told her I was afraid because if that happened in just three days, I was afraid of what would happen in the time being.

She ended up telling me to go home for a day and then come back. She also told me that she'd try to get some info out of Kevin and how he felt about me, so I did as I was told. I went Home and questioned myself if I should even come back for his answer.
I didn't say goodbye to Kevin he was too busy with his head in the fridge.